Retro EOY08

So..after uploading those tens of pics which took me one whole day to upload,(I took hundreds of pic, but if i uploaded all of them my blog will stuck till next year.) finally i can blog bout it. Me my cousin and three of his cosplay kaki frens went to SINGAPORE(stop asking me where is it) on Sat morning just to see the cosplay exhibition. The theme is call Retro EOY(end of year) 08.Two of them, including my cousin, dressed up and cosplayed. My job there was to take pics and spot leng lui. XD. It was a damn long and tiring journey just to reach the destination(expo). We had to take BUS,then MRT(not taxi...) which led us to our 29 stations journey with of coz our protesting varicose veins. Below are some pics i took during the exhibition. Enjoy.

click the photos to enlarge.

the conference hall

Naruto cosplayers

ONe of the leng lui. No idea who r they cosplayin.

My cousin. Cosplayin as Naruto's pain.

NIce but still have no idea who they'r cosplayin.

Dynasty warrior

another unknown cosplay.

I was taking pics with the guy beside him then he suddenly posed for me to take pic. I think u guys know who he is cosplaying.

Family teacher or something i heard. Not sure bout the yellow creature though. It appeared suddenly then everyone seemed so excited bout its appearance then asked it in for a group pic.

Me, My cousin and his fren(ichigo)

Whole Naruto gang.

Gundam girl.

ONe of the funniest and one of those who stole the limelight of the day. No one in our group have any idea who or what are they cosplaying.

ONe of the best cosplay group. The Genie was simply awesome. He look EXACTLY like a genie.

The three beauty in the dynasty warrior game.

Tada..spotted. Leng lui. the right one of coz. Real person look better than in pic.

XD

Spotted. Another leng lui in the middle. The first gal from the right. IF u zoom in u'l have a clearer view.XD

Happy ready to be stabbed.

LEng lui wif a mask. Or bcoz of the mask,leng lui.

Although there were so many leng lui's around, the number of mingers were ten times more than the number of leng lui's. Some were just too awful 2b captured by my camera. Below are some Great pics. Enjoy.

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Tada, a GUY cosplaying a LOLICON.

And this....................................(-.-)lll

FInal fantasy group pic.

Lancelot from Code de Geass.

Our childhood fav, mario.

INterviewing them.

'Bwahahaha.Spirits are always with you!'

A funny character from bleach.

Yao Yeng leh... Two full sets of costumes will cost more than an iphone.

Green hair leng lui.

The exhibition was really full of eye candy.(not that kinda eye candy). but also full of eye sores. Some people just doesnt know themselves. Just because u love that character doesnt mean that u have the quality to cosplay that character. I mean its not a wrong thing to do, but c'mon laa.. please laa..u can make ppl puke lunch by looking at u. And the worse thing is, U spoiled the image of that character for everybody.

Ps: Link here everything about retro eoy u can click in and have a look. damn nice pics taken by DSLR cams.

KL trip

OH SHIT
#$^$)&@#$@#
I WAS SUPPOSE TO BLOG BUT I TERDELETED MY RECYCLE BIN!!
ANYBODY CAN TEACH ME HOW TO RESTORE MY RECYCLE BIN??

Ahem..*get myself together*woops.
ok..so i've came back from kl yest. KL was awesome but spent all Rm400+ was even more Awesome.
Had enjoyed my time in starhill fully. To sum up my journey,
*Longest singing session(7-3am) & Last singing session wif thong in Malaysia

*Most exp singing session

*Most delicious buffet session

*Most luxurius exhibition in starhill plaza

*Most horrified thriller ever watched in cinema- Quarantine. (yea yea i don watch horrors like u do)

*First time kena tangkap pic in the toilet. Starhill's high class toilet laa..




Good news-I got my visa approved.
Bad news- I have to go kl AGAIN to claim it. T.T

Wasss really tired then someone surprised me last night. Dat someone even surprised his own mum when he came back. Discreetly came back then loudly scares everybody. HIs name is Ah fat. or fatty ch'ng. dat's wad people call him in UniBuds. lolz.

I'm gonna see a doctor tomoro bout my allergic. Its getting worse and i hope i wont die due to that. pics will be uploaded soon. I'm gonna conquer lil mount penang in 8 hours time.

Time to roll.

About an old friend

"1 in 5 young Americans has personality disorder

Fewer than 25 percent of college-age suffers get treatment, study finds"

Quoted from msn.com. link

good news. those are good prospects in becoming my future patients.

Bad news is mee goin to that kinda atmosphere where ppl around me are like that pretty soon. Am i gonna become one of them?? risky.

xmas. still so far yet the shops are welcoming it with open arms.

TAlking to how seang in msn.

This weirdo actually has been my fren for 3 years since. And he demanded a xmas present from me. well, if he gets lucky he'l recieve one from me. xmas, it brings back lots of memories, particularly this one, two years ago, I was left stranded in nowhere during xmas, with this dude. and was ppk by another dude name dh. The reasons were somehow hard to be recalled again but this night, xmas, where we supposedly planned to find some chicks and have fun, turned out to be a night which i had to walk the longest path in my life, i think from somewhere near hs's dad's CHURCH to gurney plaza.Oh i have a flashback. Thanks to Mr HS which tot that the church's celebration was at night. The fact was it was in the morning. Should have taken pics when we wandered the empty church. haiz. some good memories just couldnt recall much better without pics. Anyway, that night ended with lots of laughters and with some darings which failed miserably. Two dudes and a crazy night. Helplessness and gheyness?surely no. Who says dudes can only have fun when there's a babe? Shit. this sounds so wrong.

Oh, and another thing, i'm waiting for time to come when he can tear down his mask. SOmetimes we just have to put on a mask in order to protect ourselves. But wearing the mask for too long is seriously gonna lose ourselves in a matter of time.

rants: us visa application is killing me inside out. Wisconsin, u better be a good place to go or else i'l kick ur ass.

Crystalised randomness.

Here I am now. usual nights. Contemplating. Enjoying peace of mind money cant buy. I really appreciate this lil time of self introspection. Alone.With nobody but my own shadow makes me more observant than b4. Observant bout my inner self, the negligible changes of feelings. Pondering thoughts which I would have absolutely no time to think about when I’m still studying or staying in a sharing room. I’m amazed how situation or surroundings creates opportunities for changes in feelings and thoughts.

Listenin to old songs. déjà vu. Bring back memories and comparing the feelings right now and then. Feelings, the culprit which causes global warming. In another way. Sadly too many ppl who let feelings govern their mind/actions than conversely. THis is why sometimes people and things are so predictable.

*sigh*

When people out there strive to make the world a better place to live in, how many strive to make themselves a better person to live with?? ™-ivan 9.30pm 26/11/08

Not long ago discovered dat I’m interested in philosophy and hav potential in it too. XD.Youthfulness. That’s another thing money cant buy. I’ve yet to get over the thoughts that I should fully utilize my still available youthfulness. Maturity is no fun. This is a fact. As we grow we get over things, feelings and thoughts which used to be so strong now faded and gone.

Notice i didnt elaborate on each points? No?? ur just not observant enough. I'm leaving spaces for ur imagination to come into play as u scan thru my words via ur naked eyes.

Result from my personality test

Turned out that i'm the ED type. Not Erectile Dysfunction mind you. Its Energetic Doers. I find it somehow so accurate. Its not that because its so positively written and i'm taking it as compliment which it doesnt match with my personality. No. not such a thing. For those who know me personally can have a read and think about the lines below does it fit my personality. You can leave a comment by telling me yes it does. Or you can just leave it in my cbox. Dont just keep quiet will ya?!! I'm proud to have YOU as my commentator in my blog. YES!! YOU!!!

Energetic Doers are cheerful and spontaneous persons. They are charming and full of energy and real persons of action. They keep a clear head and the overview even in difficult situations. This makes them popular problem solvers. Their ability of being able to absorb and process information is phenomenal. Energetic Doers also have strong powers of observation and a keen sense when dealing with other people. They are very perceptive, witty and clever. They have a natural ability of convincing others of their point of view. Energetic Doers live completely in the here and now and make spontaneous decisions from one moment to the next. They love being together with other people and are sensuous, lively and amusing conversationalists. It is no problem for them to be the effervescent centre of attention at a party and they are generous, skilful and good hosts. They do not brood over consequences for long; they quickly grasp all the relevant facts, make a pragmatic decision and enforce that decision vigorously. Should a decision later turn out to have been wrong, one can always make new plans.



Energetic Doers magically attract fun and action. They need the kick - as far as possible with other people. Many representatives of this type have dangerous hobbies or go in for extreme sports. They quite consciously put themselves in dangerous situations again and again. At work too, Energetic Doers seek fun and variety above all. They are bored to death by routine, safety and calculability. Crises are their elixir of life and really bring their strong points to light. They react to new challenges flexibly and effectively. They gain their confidence from their imperturbable self-assuredness that they will be able to cope with them. Energetic Doers prefer practical activities which lead to visible results rather than theoretical fields of work. Endless discussions with colleagues quickly get on their nerves and they do not have the patience for interpersonal niceties. They say how something has to be done and that’s that!



Energetic Doers keep their friends in suspense with their wit, esprit and quickness in repartee. They mostly have a large circle of friends and acquaintances but often remain non-committal in their relationships. They expect a great deal of reliability and tolerance from their really good friends but are also willing to give the same to them. However, due to their spontaneous nature, they always remain a little surprising and unpredictable, also for their partners.



Energetic Doers need a lot of space and time to themselves; they quickly feel hemmed in if their partners cling too strongly to them. But if you give them plenty of leeway, they are generous, cheerful and extremely imaginative life companions with whom you can have a lot of fun and enjoy life to the full. They do not avoid conflicts but address them openly and sometimes sparks can really fly. But this is typical for Energetic Doers and, afterwards, they are all the more devoted and loving.



shit la i should just highlight everything and put it in large font.

Back in action

First of all, to all my blog readers,
My deepest apologies. for not updating my blog for such a long time.(I feel dat i owe u guys one)
Dun worry the owner still havent lost his will and spirit in blogging. XD
Just that there were some obstacles which prevented me from doin so in the past few weeks. My old pc suddenly decided to rest in peace and my laptop's in process of rebirth which just came back few days ago. SO i'm doing some redemption now accompany by my voice reverberating across my room. LOl. dont worry its not sound pollution. Trust me. Its NOT.



Singing mayday's song just simply turned my mood around.
I'm loving mayday's songs more than any other songs. I'm surprised dat those songs which i percieved as not-so nice in the beginning turned out to be quite-nice after some replays.
Oh and even if I love mayday's songs so much, they'r not my idol. Call me old fashioned. But i dont have any idol since I was still singing twinkle2 lil star. Idolization just isnt my kind. Or should i say i just duno waddahell is idolisation. The reason behind this, I always think they'r as much flesh and blood as us. Their singers. That's wad they do best. And how about their voices and their appealing outlooks??DOesnt any of those make u a fan? Oh about that. hmm. still NO. I'm a fan to their good songs. not them.
All in all its just the way of my thinking. The rainbow is nothing but the reflection/magic of light. I dont worship how gorgeous or how incredible rainbow is/can be. I only genuinely enjoys the sight of the rainbow.




I'm getting some sort of apprehension lately. The uncertainty of my future which sends shivers down my spine. Am i seriously gonna end up in wisconsin. Hmm.. mayb its not a bad idea but as that was my backup plan and new york seem so far away from me now.. and wisconsin just offered my scholarships yest which makes things a lil bit clearer now. Aus univs, if only they will offer me letters asap.. sigh




And can somebody pls turn off the tap in my nose?? there's some serious waterfall going on in my nose!!! And this waterfall is bringing down my tears involuntEarily. Lol. the thoughts of it makes me laugh no matter when i think about it. -((I cried when my mucus/snot flows down touching my lips. Dat's an awful scene i know. ))- censored.

TIme of my life

THere u go folks. I'm finally liberated from my awful/terrible work as digi's sales consultant. And there goes my 800 commissions.Just like that. Wasted. OK i'm not gona cry over spilled milk. Time 2 move on.

I'v learnt quite alot from this job. I've left quite a nasty impression for my boss. I  always love to correct people's misconceptions be it my boss's or any of my superior's. And that led to me realising that i'm actually fearless. Fearless of hurting anyone fearless of speaking out my mind. I'm seriously gonna intellectually manoeuvre my dutch bravery. KNowin ppl having some misconceptions and not correcting them is painful to me somehow. BUT...Sometimes explaning is just futile. I often find mysef foolish sometimes trying my best explaining to some people who just dont get it. Later I realised that although I've tried my best in treating everyone equally by not stereotyping them, I would have done it better by stereotyping everyone and treat them differently according to my view. Is treating everyone equally means treating myself unfairly??

sigh..I understand that living in a society full of stereotypes, prejudices and stigmas one should abide by the rules of the society in order to be accepted. And for that very lame reason i'm struggling to fit into this 'colorful' society. 

I'm finally stepping into the transition phase again. Enjoying peace of mind everyday... Priceless. To be able to feel my food like never before, sleep like never before, think like never before, spend(ing less) like never before, and of coz smile and deal with things like never before. Oh yes, to be able to slow down the pace of my life is just awesome. THis reminds me of a talk I happened to attend last week.(I was there just to look around). THere's this natively famous NTV7 speaker hosting about how to live life meaningfully after knowing urself have cancer. I always hear ppl saying live life to the fullest, or live life as if today is the end of the world, but how exactly we should live our life?? fullest?eat full full drink full full or play full full?? so we shall have no regrets??spend most of our money so if tomoronevercomes we'l go happily?? How naive I once was. oR there r still people out there still thinking the same way?? YOu ARe Naive people!!

sorry yes offense. 

Live life at its moment. This is deeper than i thought. Lazy 2 explain. Go figure it out yourself. People telling u the facts and you urself go figure it out have two totally different outcome of impacts on ur perspective of life.

The chain of sixes

Hmm..thought that this would be interesting so i'm trying it out now. Hmm..lets call it 

The Chain of Sixes.

1. You link the person(eveline) that tagged you. 2. You post the rules on your blog. 3. You share six non-important things/habits/quirks about yourself. 4. You tag six random people at the end of your post by linking to their blogs. 5. Then, you let each random person know they have been tagged by leaving a comment on their website.

6 insignificant things which u probably didnt know about me.

1. I'm ONLY afraid of cockroaches.

My weakness. It is super disgusting, freakish and not to mention those which can fly. Its mere appearance can trigger my craziness.

2. I'm a special eater. 

  I'm in a special group of omnivore. I'm half vegan half carnivore. Carnivorous in the sense that meat which i eat are not gross. define gross? as long as i dont see the bones and blood stains then its not. I cant swallow food which i percieved it as gross. I'm still having this thought now. How can u eat frogs?? EWWW!!AND SOME MORE UR TELLING ME ITS TASTY??Miss A**** . btw, my standard of gross- even ba kut teh is gross.

3.  I have this obsession to not get obssessed with anything.

SElf monitoring or introspection. Its easier said than done but i managed to keep my obssesions in balance anyhow. the word balance here means when i found myself obssesed in something, i would try to withdraw myself from getting attached to it.Be it items, food or sometimes, love.

4. I'm a 90.78% racist.

THe only exception. Indians.

5. I have acquired high level of ignorance.

'ignorance is bliss' is always my motto. Ignorance ranging from msging to feelings, even pain.

6. I was once a devoted buddhist. Now still am. but not as devoted as before.

self-explanatory.

Now u know me better??  OK.

I'm not gona tell u if u dont share/tag/do this ur gonna have how many years of bad luck and misfortunes..I never believed in that. Mayb that's the reason i'm still single and poor. I find it stupid. Why share some joyful/meaningful stuffs and at the same time forcing people consent to reposting/forwarding/sending/doing-whtever-required so that they wont be cursed??Such ambivalence totally ruin the fun and the information.So PEOPLE,KINDLY DELETE the cursings at the end of the forward mails whenever u forward it to ur friends.esp me. thnx.

 urm..i'm tagging those who have blogs only(rules num 2)

Ian Ch'ng, Koh Ian, Esther, Jen, Deon, Kheng Loong.cecilia?(rules din say that i cant tag a person who hav been tagged)

PS: for those having finals now wait til exam finish only do-lah ok. 

Happy day

Today is so far the most happy and relaxing day ever since i started working. 

11am    went to light street. My leader and his gf never showed up.

12.30am  went Kocha Taiwan delights with my colleague Fiona

1pm    went GP GSC. Boss called. We told him we were fed up waiting for our leader so we went out by ourselves.

2pm    watched the coffin.

3pm-6pm    went Kim Gary to eat and sembang with fiona and joey

6pm-7pm   sembang in coffee bean with fiona,joey and cindy

girls sure can sembang alot. Found dat me n joey got a handful of things in common.

8pm went to farlim dss to sign forms.

8.30pm tada! i'm home. 

The best thing is I can off for 2days, sat and sun.

ps: I'm still getting paid for wht i've done today. 

How's my working schedule today?? marvellous right??  

10pm going to gurney's Halloween party event!! Its gona b awesome.

Happy Halloween 2 all of u~

Anyway Gambateh for those who currently having finals now. Be it in Aus, UK, US, KL or PENANG. WIsh u guys good luck!

Last day of Digi roadshow

Finally, I'm free to blog again. THere's so much to blog about but sadly i always come home late and was feeling like a flat batt. I'm trying to recall and blog about the happening stuffs during these days. I have a feeling that this is goin to be my longest post ever and i'm so sorry for ur eyes. These 8 days brought me lotsa amazing and awesome experience I've never had in my life.

DIGI Roadshow

I"m involved in this 8 consecutive days 388hours of digi roadshow in little india.

Two nights ago i saw our CM Dr Lim Guan Eng up close and the digi's BOSS- duno wht name (the ang moh).

Tonight i saw Kapal Sink( Karpal Singh)

And the best thing is i managed to take pictures with digi's yellowman!! I have never thought that i can actually see n touch a real yellowman infront of me. Too bad the yellowman cannot speak coz the boss said he's an aerial, aerial don speak. But he's naughty with his sign languages. He had this fat fake belly and he keep poking and pointing at my stomach signalling that I didnt eat so i have a flat stomach. That was funny.

All hail digi!!

Lil India.

A place which full of sound pollution, air pollution ALL the time. 

First three days were like a living hell to me. Still under the small canopy, we have to stand most of the time and endure the intense heat emitted from the vehicles which pastby and of coz the sun. I stil rmb after finishin my water from my 1.5 L bottle, i bought 6 packs of cold water from the hawker stall nearby in just few hours tim

e. First three days no DJ, no sound system no decorations, no balloons, no big tents and no c

hairs/stool to sit on. And all those appeared after three days coz there's a backstage(saree queen contest and lotsa competition going on) at the end of the street and the cm and the boss(ang moh) will come walking on the very path. Many thanks to those big-gun characters for coming.Without them, we wouldn't have big tents, DJ and all the stuffs which grandiosely renovated the streets of little india. At first the days passing felt like years but as its coming to an end, everything changed.

Rewards- approx 1k of commision.

Side 'rewards'- sore throat, lost my voice,get tanner, skinnier, burnt out.

Sore throat and how i lost my voice i think its understandable.Just how bad the sound pollution is? If raise ur voice in the tent nobody will hear you. If u shout DIRECTLY to the person's ears then u might stand a chance to be heard(by that person). Not to mention when hp rings u have to run miles away just to find a quiet spot. Why so terrible? Coz there were three loud speakers blasting music non stop all the time.

FUn & Laughters

I'm the only chinese who mixesd so well wif the indian promoters. u know y. coz i learnt to speak tamil!! Basic tamil la like ipree irkingre( how r u), sapriia (eat dy) Yellawasum(free)and etc..

Oh the most special one, na oneh kazeriklen( i love u). LOLZ!! indian girls loved it when i say this to them! XD

Not only i'm able to speak tamil, i can sing tamil songs too. mantra also. Now i speak eng also got abit indian slang attached along the words.

Dancing is like embedded in their genes. most of the indians have special dance moves for themselves. They move or shake their body whenever a song is played. yest duno y there were lots of indians dressing up dancing in the middle of the streets. barefooted. Pity their feet after dancing. They had to sit down and rub on their feet after dancing due to skin burnt. Anyway the indian promoters were enjoying themselves too as I stood there watching. Suddenly i was dragged into the crowd and started dancing wif them. Lolz. Am the only white skin dancing in the crowd. So awkward but somehow its cool. It was an amazing experience.

I miss the indians. Indians are more friendly species(race) than chinese. 

Feels like going to work 2mr to see them again. But too bad its over already. Frens come and go, Its special only because the duration is short. Sometimes we humans only appreciate things when its over. Anyway this year's pre-deepavali in little india is indeed a memorable one.( I usually dun celebrate or even noticed the deepavali day previously) 

neramachi tunga poreh(time to sleep)

Marlei venagam.(good night)

Happy deepavali to all indians who read my blog.

Ps: pictures wil be uploaded soon. This post will be edited again!

FIrst late night thriller

THere are so many things to say but so little time for me to. 

Last night went to watch late night movie with nearly all of my colleagues. It was a gruesome thriller-Halloween. Damn it reminds me of another thriller i watched long ago named The Texas Chainsaw Massacre. Both of them have this main character who possesses socially unacceptable kind of ugliness. Something went wrong in their childhood and then they started to butcher human beings. I found that it's somehow true in a way that those who being treated as a social outcast during their childhood, can easily turn to a psycho freak provided that there's an oppression whether in a case of bully or family problems.

 And the psycho's characteristics? 

The PSYCHO stares, evil and scary. check

Tormented mindset (b4 turn into a psycho). check

Has lost the meaning to live and view life as meaningless. check

Extreme calmness(when performing the act). check

No sense of guiltiness/remorse(after performing the act). check

Extreme hatred(easily provoked). check

Unable to reasoning.

OMG.I WAS THIS close to turn into a psycho.

'The real terrifying evil doesnt come from the abyss of hell. The most frightening part is the real evil exists and walk silently among us.'

I have to agree on that sentence.

Human being is the most terrifying creatures on earth. Without proper guidance, one poor/disturbed soul can easily walk onto the path of destruction. 

With all those thoughts on my mind when i'm heading back to home after movie. Its 1.30 am and something unexpected happened. PENANG WAS FLOODED!! AGAIN!! The last time i remembered seeing roads of penang flooded with muddy water was like decades ago. And to my surprised, I HAVE NO WAY TO GO HOME!! all the routes which leads to my home were blocked by the water.. added to my despair when I called home nobody's willing to help me. T.T

Six of us stopped the car and went down for a sightseeing. There were multiple car accidents in Scotland road and the overhead bridge to greenlane was full of cars stopping by the roadside for a sightseeing.

     Imagine this is the sight u see at 2am in the morning.

Finally, miracles brought me home. Thank the unexplained miracles which brought me home.

SIck and tired

Today is my 2nd day of my unpaid leave(off day). Tomoro is my team's off day so i'm automatically off too. 3 consecutive off days I should be extremely happy but too bad i'm sick. Having mild fever and flu. I Hate flu!! Makes my head spin and ache. Was pretty useless and unproductive today, bed was my only destination and sleeping was my only activity today.

I'm sick also becoz of this job. Goin out to do sales under the afternoon scorching sun and suddenly the rain god took over the sky. No amount of water comsumption was suffice to maintain my health. Now. I'm finally sick and the leader's not happy about it. Ex leader. Oh he's stil pretty much in command. Bcoz we'r doing sales together in a place and my new leader seems inferior to him. She still acknowledged him as leader so we followed. Of coz he still acted as the team leader in front of everybody.I was not feeling well at all after dinner at northam beach cafe and this ex leader was not helping at all. That night my colleague resigned. And its hot topic to my boss n ex leader.My boss n ex leader always dislike my ex-colleague. HE was tryin to make me say bad things about my colleague so that our leader-worker r'ship can be improved. I always dislike to talk about other people. Not to mention I've already rejected him twice last week in the office when he wanted to gossip about my colleague. By nodding blindly at his lectures and questions he kept throwing words at me whilst I was starin at his forehead thinking 'How can i turn this nasty brain off'. 

I'm fine with all this workplace ups and downs but recently I've fall sick I felt that I'm struggling to fit myself into all these again.Tolerance and patience has reached its limit as my body's immune system crumbles down.

I'm in dilemma. I felt that i'm wasting my talents, time and energy doing this job. I cant really learn anything practically benificial from this job. My pride starting to resurface everyday at work questioning the value of my work versus the outcome. Just because i dont wana lose all my hard earned commisions if i resigned, I kept my mindset straight and continue to work without dignity. Is it worth it? How much money does my pride cost??none. Exactly and I've proven to myself that i'm able to handle and face the tough challenges presented to me(so far) .And this challenge is new to me, came home everyday mentally and physically exhausted just to prove a point. Wht point? surviving at work.

Question, Am I that desperate to claim all my commisions before I quit?? I felt like letting it go but my money-craving-self wont allow me to do so. Apart from the $ issue I would also like to prove to the condescending boss that I can survive for one month. Struggling begins.

Happy events.

Yesterday Aus uni open day in trader's. WEnt wif a fren of mine and straightaway applied for 4 universities. UW, UNSW, UA, and UQ. Good news.My fren told me that my application to UOEC has been completed. I'm looking forward for the SBU(Stony Brook Uni)'s offer letter. New york. I wana go new york!

The turning point

YES! today is the best day for me since the first day of work.First time ever all the members of the sales team working with smiles. Even though I have no sales today but i'm still extremely delighted.Moved to Light street digi store today. And guess wht i did today? We sales team work as indonesian maids cleaning the entire shop coz its abandoned for months. Our Boss said that there wil be indonesian maids coming over to clean it soon so we'r just here to see the shop's condition. When the boss's gone, Still under my BRILLIANT Ex leader, sales team do it for the maids. This has taken up half the day and we all ended up pumping and tying balloons for shop deco.But after the breaking news, we were all happy ducks. (DIGI's animal logo).THis is because I got a NEW leader. I'm not under the same useless leader anymore. Let me have a brief intro about my ex leader to giv u some impression bout him. 

First of all, he seems nice when we all get to know each other in the beginning.But as time passes by, his show his true colors. He often(everyday several times) scolds his gf, which is the new leader, in front of the sales team AND infront of everybody(just to show that he is the leader at work). This makes everybody pity his gf and cant stand the leader. FOund out that his gf is supressed by him all the way. I'l explain that part later. He is incapable of leading the team and ALWAYS gives us orders and scolds us over some small matter stuffs(jus to show that he is the leader).How incapable?He uses all kinds of lies to show his superiority and we all in the sales team know that. OK. that's work.

Lets come to his personal life. HE has a WIFE(china gurl) who is staying wif him. And he has this gf working with him. Based on wht i heard, he forced his gf to give him all her ic, handphones, license,atm cards and all her money. SO somehow he has absolute control over her. TOday in the car, she was suffering from all those crazy scoldings again on the phone, and she passed me the phone secretly in the midst of the scoldings,and  I heard, "You now follow wht i said, FOLLOW WHT I SAY OK, I'M SORRY.I WONT DO THAT AGAIN NEXT TIME.SORRY.I HAVE NO BRAINS.MY BRAIN IS NOTHING BUT SHIT.' and the gf followed exactly every word. 

WTF.He knew that me and my colleague was in the car and he purposely did that(to show his leadership superiority). and the reason why she kena scolded? becoz he was in bad mood and he used fetching colleague as the reason to scold her being other ppl's driver.THis is only one of the thousand scoldings daily which make nearby ppl speechless.

FAct 1, the girl knows he got a wife. wanted to breakup but he got her everything and he threatened her badly. She got nobody to back her up so she quietly OBEYS his every command. EVEN BEATINGS.

Fact 2, the girl chooses to obey him at work becoz she's afraid she cant continue working for the rest of the day coz he's the leader.

Fact3, he'l call her whenver he's free coz he's using company's demo line which is free. Which makes her a slave to him.

Fact4, He's the leader coz most of his sales come from his gf. His gf is indeed an excellent salesperson and he takes almost all the sales from her.

LAst Fact, He is only 23 but the girl is already 26.

This has caused a great repercussion in the DSS(digi specialised store). The females has started to take this to accuse and question all the males about their loyalty and how they treat their gf and stuffs. Some of the female extremist would say all the males are the same. TURN LESBIAN THEN! OH Man!! This ex leader of mine sure is a disgrace to all males in the world!!

So, today when the boss announces that she's the new leader, we all were delighted,but we didnt show it out coz he was there. And why she'l become the new leader?? all thanks to working politics. Anyway my job as sales consultant will be smoother starting from today.

Future psychologist's part time job

So far so bad. Weather is totally helping in ruining my work now and then. 

First day colleague's tyre punctured when I was in his car. 5th day, which is 2day, bumper-kiss accident when I was in his car. WHt's coming up next? I cant wait to see.

How I wish I am agoraphobic.

Damn. Now I know running for sales alone is much much more stress than study for finals.

And so~ I'm regretting over my I'm-notgonaquitwithoutgettingpaidfor13hours-work decision. 24days to go.To hell wif digi. 2mr offday so not counted in. 

Why continue ur job if u hate it so much??Good quest. here comes my rationalisation..

This job can help me have a better understanding of human nature, stereotypes, societal norms and lotss more.

This job trains me to lower my self esteem. Always have a low self-esteem even though ur smarter than the leader or even the boss. 

This job helps me to challenge myself whether in terms of courage, communication skills, how 2 deal with rejectionzz and how to motivate myself and others to do something.

THis same shitty job even helps me build up my self confidence when talking to malays! damn!!!my malay sucks.

See how powerful is rationalization? I'm awestruck by it also.

I'm indeeed, amazed and truely salute those ppl who can deal wif rejections everyday. Imagine U've been turned down 200 times daily.Its not easy talking to strangers and have strangers listening to you attentively. If ur not properly motivated and have a considerably amount of self-worthy, u'll suffer from emotional and morale breakdown for sure. Not everybody can handle this. And for those who can handle that with ease is just simply awesome.

Agree wif me?? Salute me then.

A future psychologist working as sales consultant in digi masquerading as a fall out college student planning venue and tactics for the sales team and serves as the advisor to the leader of the sales team. Its too good to be true(for digi) and too bad they will only realise the fact when I see their jaws drop next month upon resignation. So long now.

-I'm awesome-

First day of work

Lying on my armchair in front of my comp, I finally experienced how burnout is like. I feel that the legs are not mine. Exhausted. Nearly sore throat. Who start off in DIGI company for 13hours?!!

10.30am til now, 11.30pm. Wad da fug. My stupid shoes protested and the bottom part of it opened up like a mouth. Low quality shoes. Damn!!

ANd the result of 13 hours? only two sales for me. And that were also given by my lady head to me. How nice..T.T

Should i or should i not continue?I should know that something's wrong when i went to the interview. Who gets invited for a job immediately after filling the form?!! 

Fact , I can get better payment for other jobs.

Fact , I can get the same payment in the same time more relaxing jobs.

yea i still rmb the reaction, 'University qualification? and ur applying for sales consultant?' 

So Why the fug should I continue to torture myself like that??

THe only thing that keeps me going for the day was the sparks of admiration in the eyes of the working girls. U know it when girls give you frequent eye contacts. Finally they cant stand the urge to pop THE QUESTION. DamN! Workplace flattery sure eases me during hard times. ANd the people there are nice. esp the ladies. aww..

Just to make sure that this 'bad day' is recorded in my blog be4 i collapse on my bed. IN the same time finished doing my leg therapy. Warm water and some massaging helps. TIme to sleep.

Are shoes better than sex?

Females wht's ur answer? 

Some say yes, some say no, 

some remain unknown.

'Scientists have long known that the same brain chemicals that make sex enjoyable are triggered by other nonsexual experiences. For new mothers, the smile of an infant turns on the pleasure center of the brain. For others, jumping out of a plane brings euphoria. And for some women, shopping makes them very, very happy and -- if the price is right -- very satisfied.' Quoted from msn.com

Endorphin-chemicals in your brain that both block pain and produce a feeling of euphoria. Your brain releases endorphins during periods of high stress or exercise, sex and, as it now appears, while shopping.

Oh poor Sarah Jessica Parker (the one answerin yes for the aforementioned quest).. when men are no longer dependable, here comes the affection of accessories, shoes in this case. Its ok to resort to clenching your loyal shoes when your husband go out cheating on you. Sad case this is.

I'm thinking..hmm

the person who name this chemical was simply brilliant. why. Did u realise there's a dorphin=dolphin in the word endorphin? OK folks sit still as its about time for me to drop some knowledge.(junk knowledge that is)

Dolphin is the only animal similar to human being which have sex for pleasure.

Can u believe that??Animals having sex not for procreation but for pleasure??I always thought that among living things only we humans do that.Skeptics, click on the word which best represents u at the momment and it'l direct u to the proof.

New catchphrase " Had fun? Yeah,sure did just like dolphin"

By understanding this leads to a new and better understanding of how men and women behave particularly in societal views.

A man can only find sex to have a grasp at the feeling of euphoria whereas women on the other hand can attain it easily just by spending some cash.THIS explains why men are stereotyped as douchebags. A girl can only b a slut if she cant spend some hard cash huh?or the amount of cash she has is not enough to bring her to the dolphin level of excitement? What kinda logic is this?!

HUMAN Breast Milk for Ice Cream

All the while I've been doing the surfing net stuffs,and I've came across this piece of interesting information.There's a union named PETA. It stands for People for the Ethical Treatment of Animals. They are the sheer hope of the animals that we consume everyday. Ok i'm not going to tell you how great they are in doing their jobs. SOmehow recently PETA suggested the use of human breast milk to make Ben & Jerry's ice cream.<---click on the words 2 read the article

For us humans, its totally acceptable to drink milk from other species but our own.WHy is this so? Although this has nothing to do wif us malaysians but if this kind of concept was to be accepted by US,its hard not to follow the lead years later.Hmm.. the article does sound reasonably strong. BUT..BUT try to imagine that if this were to be instigated, what would happen to this world?? 

The inexplicably heaven-made delicious ice creams from Baskin Robins, Haagen daaz, McD or any ice cream outlets..

Imagine that the delicious ice cream u are licking are from some old woman's milk?

Imagine that the ice cream u use to adore everyday and everytime u went to McDonald's is the product of some disgusting aunty who lives next door?or maybe some homeless women?

OR MAYBE HERS??

And try to imagine what would happen to the women who supported this??

Those women lining up to the 'milking machine controller' like those spare parts in the factory moving on with the conveyor belt, waiting for their turn to 'donate' milk..What a sight that must be!!

Imagine those women who desperately needs money and left their child at home unfeed and the husband have to take their job..(no money to buy milk and since cow milk is no longer available)

In the hardest moment of the family, a man has to stand out and bear the responsiblity. (I'm not quite sure bout this one though)

U GOT IT!! BREASTFEEDING MAN!! MALE LACTATION! OH YEAH

WAY TO GO PETA!! the revolution is about to begin. Although it might seem kinda extreme to replace cow milk with human's but the reasons behind this which, the aforementioned in the article are solid and worth to think about.

Before I end my blog tonite,

ANy of u heard of Clay Aiken?

yea of coz!! he's famous right?!

oh..ohNOoo..why is his name being mentioned here?

-wait for it-

yeah 

He is a world renowned Gay now.