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First time ever sitting in a private plane co-piloting across wisconsin. 

First time ever making a major kick-ass decisions without even telling my mum.

First time feeling so responsible in handling my own life.

Time to go all in. 

Come, what may,

I will thrust u with my longest part of my body.

Lessons.

Some god damn lessons learnt today.

Never order breakfast at 11am.

Never go out without bringing my bluegold card.

Never step out my room without checking my mailbox.

I wonder y thesedays so many ppl fall sick. 

Two of my lecturers fall sick.

One cancelled the class.

The other one, found a substitute which plays utube video about dalai Llama giving a speech in university of wisconsin madison for one n half hour in class.

Wind. How i used to adore u and hated u since the minute i got here. 

The historic day for Obama and me

2day is the new beginning of the new president of ameLica Barrack Obama and Me. Sounds awesome huh. Its his inauguration day and my orientation day. Now i have this one thing in common with the president. HOlA!! 

went to jade garden tonight for dinner with my host family. The one in Madison is bigger and has more varieties of foods.

2 chinese buffet in a week!! what more shall i ask for??

Its all about eat eat eat and eat the moment i get here. I'm getting fat. But i'l work out. I Shall NOT have nutty ginger sit on me!! The americans are blessed to eat all they want that they'r top of the world for their number of obese ppl. They EVEn have an eating disease specially for them only. lactose intolerant. ever heard that? well its pretty common here.

Just had my orientation 2day. It was like approx 20 int students? i think. And there were only three males. its all full of feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeemale's pheromones. lolz. Anyway i'v got to know a korean girl. First time in my life i've been told i look like a korean. Is that a nice thing?? And i still rmb couple of days ago an american dude asking me am i born in the states??(due to my accent)And shortly after that incident a china guy believes that i came from china!! What's next?!! An african american asking me: yo, since when u've become the next michael jackson?!

Madison trip

I finally felt how -30 degree Celsius was like!!!
FROST BITE!! OWWWWHHH MAAA GAWWDDD!!!!
DAMN!! WHAT A DAY!!
Had two buffets today. ONe in Maharani restaurant and the other one in China buffet restaurant.
After indulging on some indian foods, we walked to the state capital. The place was nothing short of majestic and awesome.While the tour guide was busy explaining about the history of wisconsin concerning bout the place i was busy taking pics there and then while others who have been there before cant resist the comfy of the chairs taking naps.

After that, we went to the lake of madison. THAT is when we have to walk 15 minutes to the UW and took the route behind it. WHEEEE!!! I was so excited and totally forgotten about the -30 windchill.I walked on the lake!!WE walked on the LakE!!I marched forward even though chloe was worrying if the snow was thick enough. It was so smokin' COLD!! Frost bite man!! frost bite!! When the wind blows, u felt like as if ur naked, even though u wrapped urself up like an eskimoian already. I wore two layers of gloves, one wif wool inside and another one water proof outside and it still feels like as if i'm not wearing any gloves.


LAter, four of us led by our tour guide (bernard) to the indoor ice skating arena via bus. ICE SKATING!!! It has been more than 10 years since i last skated in penang. I started off like a newbie. Half an hour later i'm off to skate freely! (although i pokkai 3 times, one which i fall like a bomb.) SOon after that i've experienced the longest half n hour in my life. We missed the bus and have to wait beside the road without any shelter for 30 Freaking minutes. Our faces, legs, fingers, toes felt numb. Its a ADAPT or DIE situation to me. T.T

Frost bite. skin cracked. weather like shit. americans use shit for anything bad in particular. Shit weather. one hour later still feeling cold under heater. DAMN. My face still hurts. Super exhausted. Pics will be uploaded tomorrow. GOod day.

Piper the cat

First day in US

HALO PPL!!! MISS ME? NO? AWWW..SAD MAN. BTW I'V TOUCHED DOWN!! 

THANKFULLY I MADE IT ACROSS SOUTH EAST ASIA..

6hours of freaking air turbulence is turning me inside out. Its like sitting on a flying ROLLER COASTER. Imagine u sit roller coaster for six hours non stop. From Singapore to Tokyo. 

DAmn.

And another thing, I can smoke without cigarette!! woHOOOooo..

my body still cant adapt to the extreme change of weather. i still rmb the singapore flight attendant announcing the temp in singapore was 26 degree celcius. And when it reached Wisconsin, -26 degree celcius. OMG. HOLY COW!!! i wonder y americans like to say that. Is cow that holy?

Oh shit. I'v lost my beef-ginity. I ate beef today at tgi's. but halfway i stop eating. spoiled my virgin experience..Beef sucks. Not nice at all, salty and bitter not nice to munch also.My friend's host dad keep telling me there are better beef. Dont giv up on beef. Lolz. 

Oh and msian's jeans quality sucks. I can feel the breeze pokes through my jeans as if it was nothing. Everyone seems to adapt pretty fine. Only me felt that if i cont staying outside for another 5 mins i'm seriously going to become ice sculpture. 

Oh i've always love cold weather. ASk me y. 

Ask.

ok. coz its good for preserving your body. See dead people were preserved in cold condition their bodies wont spoiled. Its just like the fridge theory.

My first meal in US- St. Paul airport, Houlihan. Fish Tachos. 11USD. My mum's gonna kill me when i tell her bout this.

Later at night went to bar.I was so exhausted i only drank a tin of coke and saying hi to strangers. FIRST time go bar drink coke ONLY. some more in US. WAY TO GO!!! It was oldies bar and those ladies were dancing some oldies songs. All unheard of. The only song which i recognized.

Ladies and gentleman, i bring u,

Mambo number 5(click to listen)

MAMBO NUMBER 5 

Lou Bega 

Ladies and gentlemen 
This is Mambo number 5 


One, two, three, four, five 
Everybody in the car, so come on let's ride 
To the liquor store around the corner 
The boys say they want some gin and juice 
But I really don't wanna 
Beer bust like I had last week 
I must stay deep 'cause talk is cheap 
I like Angela, Pamela, Sandra and Rita 
And as I continue you know they're getting sweeter 
So what can I do? I really beg you, my Lord 
To me flirting is just like a sport 
Anything fly, it's all good let me dump it 
Please set in the trumpet 


A little bit of Monica in my life 
A little bit of Erica by my side 
A little bit of Rita's all I need 
A little bit of Tina's what I see 
A little bit of Sandra in the sun 
A little bit of Mary all night long 
A little bit of Jessica here I am 
A little bit of you makes me your man 

Mambo number 5 ! 

Jump up and down go and move it all around 
Shake your head to the sound 
Put your hands on the ground 
Take one step left and one step right 
One to the front and one to the side 
Clap your hands once and clap your hands twice 
And if it looks like this then you're doing it right 


A little bit of Monica in my life 
A little bit of Erica by my side 
A little bit of Rita's all I need 
A little bit of Tina's what I see 
A little bit of Sandra in the sun 
A little bit of Mary all night long 
A little bit of Jessica here I am 
A little bit of you makes me your man 


Trumpet ! 
The trumpet ! 
Mambo number 5 ! 
(heh heh heh ha) 


A little bit of Monica in my life 
A little bit of Erica by my side 
A little bit of Rita's all I need 
A little bit of Tina's what I see 
A little bit of Sandra in the sun 
A little bit of Mary all night long 
A little bit of Jessica here I am 
A little bit of you makes me your man 


I do all to 
Fall in love with a girl like you 
'Cause you can't run and you can't hide 
You and me gonna touch the sky 


Mambo number 5 ! 

LAst night in Malaysia

After minus my pigging time there are less than 12 hours left.

CB has been letting me down as always and i was expecting it to be a lil bit normal for me tonight but too bad it just aint gonna perform. I cant sign in msn, cant upload pics, tried 4 times to finally succeeded signing in my blog. I'm so gladdd i'm saying goodbye to it forever.

The last few days in penang was just awesome. Thanks guys:

Ian Chng- How i wish i can finish ur 'miao yun ji' book. But too bad i just dont have enough time to even start packing days ago.And so does the crayon sin chan comics. 

keng loong- I'm gonna miss u too bra. Ur jokes are getting funnier and funnier. Keep it up. Finally i can tune in to ur channel. And I'm gonna trash u in fifa 10 next time.

eng wai-DMC!! and i'm so gonna miss ur 'answer'. Haizzz...

jiiny- ur poker cards i'l find ways to return to u. And keep da blogging spirit alive pls. Just one word and i'l nicely upload ur pics. haha. gonna miss u too. stay sighing and swting. lolz.

Charlene- the best partner ever in a pool  game forever!!

Lay hoon- I just cant help annoy u everytime i see u. Maybe this is the way we interact. I'l b missing the 'sampat' hoon. TAke care.

Dun hong- Thanks for planning the muka head hiking trip for me.I'm so interested to go after reading the descriptions and details in ur mail. Too bad the organiser himself fly us all aeroplane.

Xiao wei- Thanks for ur clothes. Its gonna be my cny clothes. TAke care.

Strahan- I'm so looking forward to ur invitation to the oktoberfest in germany.

Jen- Gonna miss u. Hope ur training goes well so i can chat wif u on9 next time. Faster call me and cry. LOlz. Ur buttsy going overseas dyy..faster call him and cryyy. Yuh yuh mayb we'r fated to meet in uk. Or the swing in the playground. I'm not bringing my digi so u cant spam msg d. maxis can. anyway thanks for acc me during moonlight and shadows and darkness. 

Atria-Thanks for the wishes. sadly ur psychologist is going overseas soon. anyway there's always internet. Just stay alive and dun lose ur head next time i see u. XD

Gwen-Ok i'm gonna buy a mic when i get over there. stay pretty.

Esther- Thanks for the phone call wishes. I'll follow the wind safely.

Koh Ian-Thanks for introducing ur mum to me!! ops it sounds so wrong. lolz. anyway she helped alot.Send my regards to her. peace bro.

Suzane- Thanks again and may ur life at kampar be awesome!

Ai Shan- Keep the poking~ stay cool and sweet, earl grey!

Ian Lee- Sorry to let u down.cant on9. My cb's fault. Thanks for the wishes. Stay handsome and awesome! And many thanks for introducing me ur fren david. I have another fren there now.XD

And Thanks for f*king in the sms.

Chun han- Thanks fer wishes and best of luck in studies!

Shi fus'- I'l promise u wont go tackle this gal dat gal laa. Yes i'm positive. SAy no to unwanted pregnancy!!

And those frens in INTI nilai,

Kira, Michael, Kc- COME SINGAPORE SEND MEEEE.. lol. kidding. its ok as long as i have ur wishes. all the best in ur future exams too.

Pamela- Ur not forgotten. awww. dun be sad. If there's anyone i could forget with time, its definitely not u. Wana thank u for accompanying me all the while when i was in changi airport waiting for the transits. It meant alot to me. Ur tears will not be wasted. Just wana let u know whenever u need me, i'l be right here for u. Lolz.

And 

finally

How Seang- Well, he's just there.

I apologise for anyone whose name isnt listed here. U r not forgotten. UR just, well, kept in the memory box in my mind. 

Leaving post

This is my current Barcelonally messI table look. Ahah!! And that's my miserable new laptop. I'm still missing my hp pavillion altec lansing speakers. Dell speaker SUCKS!! hope dell ppl wont read my blog. 

1 day and a half more. The day finally reaching. The good news is i'v already finish buying all the things i need. The bad news, however, is more shocking, MEE STILL HAVEN START PACKING!! 

There's so many things to blog and i dont have enough time to blog about all of it!! 

The latest happiness- My Samsung i8 camera. BOught it two days ago.Although it has only 8.1 MP, but it has mp3 and mp4 features!! and the picture quality is sharp and clear. Imagine listening to a CAMERA!! how cool is that. I"m listening to a camera now. 

AAaandddd...

The latest regret-My Samsung i8 camera. Which costed my 1k+ but the salesgerr in samsung shop today told me the same thing for 799 only?! wtf..and together it includes a free samsung phone, 200 redeemable voucher and a mysterious free gift(maybe a free kiss for me) if i make purchase today. Heartbroken, I felt cheated. I was gleefully playing my cam for the previous two days and now..and nowww... now i wana dispose my camera already. 

pack pack pack.

Many Thanks

My present.New year pressie la hor? farewell another one rite? ops.me greedy.

This post is dedicated to my neighbour yuh jen. As an early present for me. which makes me somewht gam tong. Do u need me to call u and cry again? anytime. LOLz.

Restless night

曾何及时的我，是多么的自我，牛脾气，稍微踩到我一点我就跟你拼死活。稍微不顺心的东西就马上变脸。内心就像铁一般坚硬。一路走来，才发现原来我是多么的傻。何必为了别人的话而大动肝火。这根本是跟自己过意不去。而且肝火伤身。防卫了自己及骂了人拿了威风之后，得意忘形的以为很了不起。（很多人都是以伤害别人来得到快乐）．其实并非如此。练就了一颗坚硬的心，失去的东西比威风和脸面来得更重要。只有在万事如意才能没出现问题。只要一不顺心，五脏六腑都习惯性的‘热’起来了。伤了他人还伤了自己。‘自我中心’越强，就越多问题。人啊，如果没有了归零的心态和柔软的心，是永远不能够学习的。而这衍生出只能让人原地踏步，被愚痴所蒙蔽。我们都在学府上学习。可是课本上却没有教你应该怎么做人。所以呢大部分人 都必须靠着自己的‘血汗’经验来学习。如果年少时还不学习怎么做人，这辈子就这样过了。本性难移，当一切都定了型时，天时，地利，人和，都改变不了已经变成石头的一颗心。

柔软的心，就不一样说了．柔软并不是动不动就哭的柔软，而是，打太极般的柔软，像海绵般能屈能伸般柔软．当拥有一颗柔软的心时，别人想要伤害你时就没那么简单了．遇到逆境，没有了情绪的阻扰，有了思想的空间．看东西的立场也变得不一样．一句伤人的话，因为没有了＇自我＇的縴靽，可以从别角度探讨其出发点．酒，烟都不是不好的，只要你不去喝，吸它们，伤人的话也只是声音．当我们不执取与它时，它就没有了作用，伤害不了我们．道理是易懂，但是实践又是另一回事．下次，面对讥讽伤害的话语时，有多少人可以一笑置之，有多少人为了捍卫当时的这口气和颜面而大动肝火？？也正是因为如此所以人才要讥讽和伤害对方，没有了反应和回响的存在人类就变得很无趣了．嘲讽伤害也会停止．人的忍耐力是有限的，没有这等的智慧，单靠忍功忍无可忍时也会爆发．到时大家都有闹剧，新闻可以追听了．

 

又曾何及时的我，抱着＇别人笑我太疯癫，我笑别人看不穿＇的态度度日．到后来才发现，面具下的我，是多么的空虚．没有踏实的心灵．只有自娱娱他的无聊途径．朋友门面广大，可是知心朋友却没半个．猪朋狗友多的很．这可是我花了几年才转得过来的性格．因为我了解到可以当知心朋友的都不会当我的知心朋友．当年的我显示出来的疯癫白痴逗趣性格，虽然可以招徕许多朋友，（因为别人都觉得你很有趣），但是私底下，内心却是空虚的．这促使我不得不将自己从内到外改变了一番．这也是个恶性循环．你怎么跟别人接触，别人就会以同样的方式来跟你接触．所以到头来，我得到的不是心灵上的满足，全都是看似多姿多彩其实是没意义的生活．

 

早上四点了，我也懒惰打了，n年没打华文字了，有点疏离感．躺在床上想了这些东西就爬起来把它们全打出来了．几个小时后我就在戏院睡觉吧．哈哈．希望我的这些感言可以对我的读者有帮助吧．本来不打算将这些刊登的．