Here I am now. usual nights. Contemplating. Enjoying peace of mind money cant buy. I really appreciate this lil time of self introspection. Alone.With nobody but my own shadow makes me more observant than b4. Observant bout my inner self, the negligible changes of feelings. Pondering thoughts which I would have absolutely no time to think about when I’m still studying or staying in a sharing room. I’m amazed how situation or surroundings creates opportunities for changes in feelings and thoughts.
Listenin to old songs. déjà vu. Bring back memories and comparing the feelings right now and then. Feelings, the culprit which causes global warming. In another way. Sadly too many ppl who let feelings govern their mind/actions than conversely. THis is why sometimes people and things are so predictable.
*sigh*
When people out there strive to make the world a better place to live in, how many strive to make themselves a better person to live with?? ™-ivan 9.30pm 26/11/08
Not long ago discovered dat I’m interested in philosophy and hav potential in it too. XD.Youthfulness. That’s another thing money cant buy. I’ve yet to get over the thoughts that I should fully utilize my still available youthfulness. Maturity is no fun. This is a fact. As we grow we get over things, feelings and thoughts which used to be so strong now faded and gone.
Notice i didnt elaborate on each points? No?? ur just not observant enough. I'm leaving spaces for ur imagination to come into play as u scan thru my words via ur naked eyes.
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Sunday, November 23, 2008
Result from my personality test
Turned out that i'm the ED type. Not Erectile Dysfunction mind you. Its Energetic Doers. I find it somehow so accurate. Its not that because its so positively written and i'm taking it as compliment which it doesnt match with my personality. No. not such a thing. For those who know me personally can have a read and think about the lines below does it fit my personality. You can leave a comment by telling me yes it does. Or you can just leave it in my cbox. Dont just keep quiet will ya?!! I'm proud to have YOU as my commentator in my blog. YES!! YOU!!!
Energetic Doers magically attract fun and action. They need the kick - as far as possible with other people. Many representatives of this type have dangerous hobbies or go in for extreme sports. They quite consciously put themselves in dangerous situations again and again. At work too, Energetic Doers seek fun and variety above all. They are bored to death by routine, safety and calculability. Crises are their elixir of life and really bring their strong points to light. They react to new challenges flexibly and effectively. They gain their confidence from their imperturbable self-assuredness that they will be able to cope with them. Energetic Doers prefer practical activities which lead to visible results rather than theoretical fields of work. Endless discussions with colleagues quickly get on their nerves and they do not have the patience for interpersonal niceties. They say how something has to be done and that’s that!
Energetic Doers keep their friends in suspense with their wit, esprit and quickness in repartee. They mostly have a large circle of friends and acquaintances but often remain non-committal in their relationships. They expect a great deal of reliability and tolerance from their really good friends but are also willing to give the same to them. However, due to their spontaneous nature, they always remain a little surprising and unpredictable, also for their partners.
Energetic Doers need a lot of space and time to themselves; they quickly feel hemmed in if their partners cling too strongly to them. But if you give them plenty of leeway, they are generous, cheerful and extremely imaginative life companions with whom you can have a lot of fun and enjoy life to the full. They do not avoid conflicts but address them openly and sometimes sparks can really fly. But this is typical for Energetic Doers and, afterwards, they are all the more devoted and loving.
shit la i should just highlight everything and put it in large font.
Energetic Doers magically attract fun and action. They need the kick - as far as possible with other people. Many representatives of this type have dangerous hobbies or go in for extreme sports. They quite consciously put themselves in dangerous situations again and again. At work too, Energetic Doers seek fun and variety above all. They are bored to death by routine, safety and calculability. Crises are their elixir of life and really bring their strong points to light. They react to new challenges flexibly and effectively. They gain their confidence from their imperturbable self-assuredness that they will be able to cope with them. Energetic Doers prefer practical activities which lead to visible results rather than theoretical fields of work. Endless discussions with colleagues quickly get on their nerves and they do not have the patience for interpersonal niceties. They say how something has to be done and that’s that!
Energetic Doers keep their friends in suspense with their wit, esprit and quickness in repartee. They mostly have a large circle of friends and acquaintances but often remain non-committal in their relationships. They expect a great deal of reliability and tolerance from their really good friends but are also willing to give the same to them. However, due to their spontaneous nature, they always remain a little surprising and unpredictable, also for their partners.
Energetic Doers need a lot of space and time to themselves; they quickly feel hemmed in if their partners cling too strongly to them. But if you give them plenty of leeway, they are generous, cheerful and extremely imaginative life companions with whom you can have a lot of fun and enjoy life to the full. They do not avoid conflicts but address them openly and sometimes sparks can really fly. But this is typical for Energetic Doers and, afterwards, they are all the more devoted and loving.
shit la i should just highlight everything and put it in large font.
Back in action
First of all, to all my blog readers,
My deepest apologies. for not updating my blog for such a long time.(I feel dat i owe u guys one)
Dun worry the owner still havent lost his will and spirit in blogging. XD
Just that there were some obstacles which prevented me from doin so in the past few weeks. My old pc suddenly decided to rest in peace and my laptop's in process of rebirth which just came back few days ago. SO i'm doing some redemption now accompany by my voice reverberating across my room. LOl. dont worry its not sound pollution. Trust me. Its NOT.
Singing mayday's song just simply turned my mood around.
I'm loving mayday's songs more than any other songs. I'm surprised dat those songs which i percieved as not-so nice in the beginning turned out to be quite-nice after some replays.
Oh and even if I love mayday's songs so much, they'r not my idol. Call me old fashioned. But i dont have any idol since I was still singing twinkle2 lil star. Idolization just isnt my kind. Or should i say i just duno waddahell is idolisation. The reason behind this, I always think they'r as much flesh and blood as us. Their singers. That's wad they do best. And how about their voices and their appealing outlooks??DOesnt any of those make u a fan? Oh about that. hmm. still NO. I'm a fan to their good songs. not them.
All in all its just the way of my thinking. The rainbow is nothing but the reflection/magic of light. I dont worship how gorgeous or how incredible rainbow is/can be. I only genuinely enjoys the sight of the rainbow.
I'm getting some sort of apprehension lately. The uncertainty of my future which sends shivers down my spine. Am i seriously gonna end up in wisconsin. Hmm.. mayb its not a bad idea but as that was my backup plan and new york seem so far away from me now.. and wisconsin just offered my scholarships yest which makes things a lil bit clearer now. Aus univs, if only they will offer me letters asap.. sigh
And can somebody pls turn off the tap in my nose?? there's some serious waterfall going on in my nose!!! And this waterfall is bringing down my tears involuntEarily. Lol. the thoughts of it makes me laugh no matter when i think about it. -((I cried when my mucus/snot flows down touching my lips. Dat's an awful scene i know. ))- censored.
My deepest apologies. for not updating my blog for such a long time.(I feel dat i owe u guys one)
Dun worry the owner still havent lost his will and spirit in blogging. XD
Just that there were some obstacles which prevented me from doin so in the past few weeks. My old pc suddenly decided to rest in peace and my laptop's in process of rebirth which just came back few days ago. SO i'm doing some redemption now accompany by my voice reverberating across my room. LOl. dont worry its not sound pollution. Trust me. Its NOT.
Singing mayday's song just simply turned my mood around.
I'm loving mayday's songs more than any other songs. I'm surprised dat those songs which i percieved as not-so nice in the beginning turned out to be quite-nice after some replays.
Oh and even if I love mayday's songs so much, they'r not my idol. Call me old fashioned. But i dont have any idol since I was still singing twinkle2 lil star. Idolization just isnt my kind. Or should i say i just duno waddahell is idolisation. The reason behind this, I always think they'r as much flesh and blood as us. Their singers. That's wad they do best. And how about their voices and their appealing outlooks??DOesnt any of those make u a fan? Oh about that. hmm. still NO. I'm a fan to their good songs. not them.
All in all its just the way of my thinking. The rainbow is nothing but the reflection/magic of light. I dont worship how gorgeous or how incredible rainbow is/can be. I only genuinely enjoys the sight of the rainbow.
I'm getting some sort of apprehension lately. The uncertainty of my future which sends shivers down my spine. Am i seriously gonna end up in wisconsin. Hmm.. mayb its not a bad idea but as that was my backup plan and new york seem so far away from me now.. and wisconsin just offered my scholarships yest which makes things a lil bit clearer now. Aus univs, if only they will offer me letters asap.. sigh
And can somebody pls turn off the tap in my nose?? there's some serious waterfall going on in my nose!!! And this waterfall is bringing down my tears involuntEarily. Lol. the thoughts of it makes me laugh no matter when i think about it. -((I cried when my mucus/snot flows down touching my lips. Dat's an awful scene i know. ))- censored.
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