Saturday, January 3, 2009

Restless night

曾何及时的我,是多么的自我,牛脾气,稍微踩到我一点我就跟你拼死活。稍微不顺心的东西就马上变脸。内心就像铁一般坚硬。一路走来,才发现原来我是多么的傻。何必为了别人的话而大动肝火。这根本是跟自己过意不去。而且肝火伤身。防卫了自己及骂了人拿了威风之后,得意忘形的以为很了不起。(很多人都是以伤害别人来得到快乐).其实并非如此。练就了一颗坚硬的心,失去的东西比威风和脸面来得更重要。只有在万事如意才能没出现问题。只要一不顺心,五脏六腑都习惯性的‘热’起来了。伤了他人还伤了自己。‘自我中心’越强,就越多问题。人啊,如果没有了归零的心态和柔软的心,是永远不能够学习的。而这衍生出只能让人原地踏步,被愚痴所蒙蔽。我们都在学府上学习。可是课本上却没有教你应该怎么做人。所以呢大部分人 都必须靠着自己的‘血汗’经验来学习。如果年少时还不学习怎么做人,这辈子就这样过了。本性难移,当一切都定了型时,天时,地利,人和,都改变不了已经变成石头的一颗心。

柔软的心,就不一样说了.柔软并不是动不动就哭的柔软,而是,打太极般的柔软,像海绵般能屈能伸般柔软.当拥有一颗柔软的心时,别人想要伤害你时就没那么简单了.遇到逆境,没有了情绪的阻扰,有了思想的空间.看东西的立场也变得不一样.一句伤人的话,因为没有了'自我'的縴靽,可以从别角度探讨其出发点.酒,烟都不是不好的,只要你不去喝,吸它们,伤人的话也只是声音.当我们不执取与它时,它就没有了作用,伤害不了我们.道理是易懂,但是实践又是另一回事.下次,面对讥讽伤害的话语时,有多少人可以一笑置之,有多少人为了捍卫当时的这口气和颜面而大动肝火??也正是因为如此所以人才要讥讽和伤害对方,没有了反应和回响的存在人类就变得很无趣了.嘲讽伤害也会停止.人的忍耐力是有限的,没有这等的智慧,单靠忍功忍无可忍时也会爆发.到时大家都有闹剧,新闻可以追听了.

 

又曾何及时的我,抱着'别人笑我太疯癫,我笑别人看不穿'的态度度日.到后来才发现,面具下的我,是多么的空虚.没有踏实的心灵.只有自娱娱他的无聊途径.朋友门面广大,可是知心朋友却没半个.猪朋狗友多的很.这可是我花了几年才转得过来的性格.因为我了解到可以当知心朋友的都不会当我的知心朋友.当年的我显示出来的疯癫白痴逗趣性格,虽然可以招徕许多朋友,(因为别人都觉得你很有趣),但是私底下,内心却是空虚的.这促使我不得不将自己从内到外改变了一番.这也是个恶性循环.你怎么跟别人接触,别人就会以同样的方式来跟你接触.所以到头来,我得到的不是心灵上的满足,全都是看似多姿多彩其实是没意义的生活.

 

早上四点了,我也懒惰打了,n年没打华文字了,有点疏离感.躺在床上想了这些东西就爬起来把它们全打出来了.几个小时后我就在戏院睡觉吧.哈哈.希望我的这些感言可以对我的读者有帮助吧.本来不打算将这些刊登的.

Saturday, December 13, 2008

Retro EOY08

So..after uploading those tens of pics which took me one whole day to upload,(I took hundreds of pic, but if i uploaded all of them my blog will stuck till next year.) finally i can blog bout it. Me my cousin and three of his cosplay kaki frens went to SINGAPORE(stop asking me where is it) on Sat morning just to see the cosplay exhibition. The theme is call Retro EOY(end of year) 08.Two of them, including my cousin, dressed up and cosplayed. My job there was to take pics and spot leng lui. XD. It was a damn long and tiring journey just to reach the destination(expo). We had to take BUS,then MRT(not taxi...) which led us to our 29 stations journey with of coz our protesting varicose veins. Below are some pics i took during the exhibition. Enjoy.
click the photos to enlarge.
the conference hall

Naruto cosplayers


ONe of the leng lui. No idea who r they cosplayin.


My cousin. Cosplayin as Naruto's pain.


NIce but still have no idea who they'r cosplayin.


Dynasty warrior


another unknown cosplay.


I was taking pics with the guy beside him then he suddenly posed for me to take pic. I think u guys know who he is cosplaying.


Family teacher or something i heard. Not sure bout the yellow creature though. It appeared suddenly then everyone seemed so excited bout its appearance then asked it in for a group pic.


Me, My cousin and his fren(ichigo)


Whole Naruto gang.


Gundam girl.


ONe of the funniest and one of those who stole the limelight of the day. No one in our group have any idea who or what are they cosplaying.


ONe of the best cosplay group. The Genie was simply awesome. He look EXACTLY like a genie.


The three beauty in the dynasty warrior game.


Tada..spotted. Leng lui. the right one of coz. Real person look better than in pic.


XD


Spotted. Another leng lui in the middle. The first gal from the right. IF u zoom in u'l have a clearer view.XD


Happy ready to be stabbed.


LEng lui wif a mask. Or bcoz of the mask,leng lui.

Although there were so many leng lui's around, the number of mingers were ten times more than the number of leng lui's. Some were just too awful 2b captured by my camera. Below are some Great pics. Enjoy.

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Tada, a GUY cosplaying a LOLICON.


And this....................................(-.-)lll


FInal fantasy group pic.


Lancelot from Code de Geass.


Our childhood fav, mario.


INterviewing them.


'Bwahahaha.Spirits are always with you!'

A funny character from bleach.


Yao Yeng leh... Two full sets of costumes will cost more than an iphone.


Green hair leng lui.

The exhibition was really full of eye candy.(not that kinda eye candy). but also full of eye sores. Some people just doesnt know themselves. Just because u love that character doesnt mean that u have the quality to cosplay that character. I mean its not a wrong thing to do, but c'mon laa.. please laa..u can make ppl puke lunch by looking at u. And the worse thing is, U spoiled the image of that character for everybody.

Ps: Link here everything about retro eoy u can click in and have a look. damn nice pics taken by DSLR cams.

Monday, December 8, 2008

KL trip

OH SHIT
#$^$)&@#$@#
I WAS SUPPOSE TO BLOG BUT I TERDELETED MY RECYCLE BIN!!
ANYBODY CAN TEACH ME HOW TO RESTORE MY RECYCLE BIN??

Ahem..*get myself together*woops.
ok..so i've came back from kl yest. KL was awesome but spent all Rm400+ was even more Awesome.
Had enjoyed my time in starhill fully. To sum up my journey,
*Longest singing session(7-3am) & Last singing session wif thong in Malaysia

*Most exp singing session

*Most delicious buffet session

*Most luxurius exhibition in starhill plaza

*Most horrified thriller ever watched in cinema- Quarantine. (yea yea i don watch horrors like u do)

*First time kena tangkap pic in the toilet. Starhill's high class toilet laa..




Good news-I got my visa approved.
Bad news- I have to go kl AGAIN to claim it. T.T

Wasss really tired then someone surprised me last night. Dat someone even surprised his own mum when he came back. Discreetly came back then loudly scares everybody. HIs name is Ah fat. or fatty ch'ng. dat's wad people call him in UniBuds. lolz.

I'm gonna see a doctor tomoro bout my allergic. Its getting worse and i hope i wont die due to that. pics will be uploaded soon. I'm gonna conquer lil mount penang in 8 hours time.

Time to roll.