The spirit is willing but the flesh is weak.

WHY is it that my blogging form only appears during late night?!

Haiz..

vulnerability seeps in.

EMO TIME!!

AAAHHHHHH!!!!~~

My other personality whispers: Stop whining like a pussy. A man(me!) should abide by the rules of gender which stoicism is the only appropriate attitude under any circumstances. This is because 'emotional' this word belongs to the opposite sex. And you say HEY!! men have emotions too!! just like some women have guts!! nothing is wrong with that!! Yea well nothing is wrong with that, its just some common stereotypes which exist in most of the societies since god-knows-how-long ago. Some men wear skirts though, why not some of u guys try wearing a skirt and walk down the streets see what happens. Kilt is fine in scotland why not here? there you go pioneer!! wear a skirt and cry dude!!

I should just name this blog psuedo-awesomeness.blogspot.com. I've been talking about awesomeness here n there but after some review of what i've done this week is enough to make an elephant jump. Some junk knowledge-(elephant is the only animal on earth which couldnt jump). The point is, i'm infuriated with myself. Havent live up to the standards lately though.

Three simple objectives failed to achieve miserably given one week's time. I still have a car tyre belly (a punctured car tyre though), i'm still unemployed and i'm still keepin all my sweats in my glands. And after some serious contemplation, I've found the reason,

The spirit is willing but the flesh is weak. 

I've had insomnia lately and seems like my internal clock has been messed up. BUT no matter, with all these awesome glands that i have all over my body, time to prove myself awesome.

Ps: sorry for all the blog readers i havent got a picture of myself to upload as i'm still using my old pc to online. I know, a profile with picture will get 20times more attention from people than those without. My awesomeness will replace the vacancy of my physical appearance for now. bear with it.

Fire in the Whole

One lovely night.

One lovely swollen toe.

One low morale sleepy head.

[2.54am]To the birthdae gal,

three weeks ago u called, my phone spoiled.

three weeks later u called, my toe got stung by a bee.

I'm not saying that its ur fault. Just too coincidently matched.Its like u coincidently walked into the murder spot when the police arrive. Haha..try calling again n see wht happens.When something is so coincidently matched, u have to treat it in such a way coz its rare and valuable. 

 

I've been wondering..how bad is my luck ever since i came back to penang. I'm in such bad condition like never be4. Guess wht. SInce i'm gona become my own role model, after some griefing and mourning 4 my goner gay role model, I decided 2 not just move on like that. I'm moving on with style. yeah.

When i'm down, I stop being down and be awesome instead. This is yet to be a true story. And the best thing is i'm gona make the story come true!! And so another legend begins..

My idol is.. a gay

Aaaahh(low pitched)..i'm laying my hands on my keyboard again..I would hav to admit dat its really hard fer me to maintain the blogging form but since everybody is doing this blog thingy i would rather follow this...AAaAAAHH!! screw u connection!! I've just been robbed 20 MIlliON in facebook's 義氣仔女.. DAMN!! ok...where was I..hmm..hell yea i succumbed to this blogging disease..

I've just found out that my idol, Barney Stinson, or portrayed by Neil

 Patrick Harris, in reality, is actually a gay. How can this be happening?! His awesome image has just starting to crumble like never before..When strahan told me that i was still kinda sceptical. But now..NOOOOOOOO~~~~

Neil Patrick Harris

“I am happy to dispel any rumors or misconceptions and am quite proud to say that I am a very content gay man living my life to the fullest and feel most fortunate to be working with wonderful people in the business I love..." Harris to People magazine.

WHAT IS WRONG WITH AMERICAN SOCIETY NOWADAYS?!! There are celebrities coming out everyday telling people they are gay!!I think the reason behind this is because when u start something new, everybody follows.Is it so cool to turn into a gay?A person turns into a gay then soon everybody follow his lead? AURGH...this freaking epidemic!!

 

"Fortunately, Harris, a happy and content gay man, provides a positive counterbalance to those less positive images."

THIS IS SOOO WRONG!! A gay is still a gay!! no such thing as counterbalance.Argh!The thought of it is just gross!!Acknowledging that

he is a gay will definitely affect public's view against his percieved role in the new season of how i met your mother(HIMYM).I just cant imagine that a womanising figure like him in reality is a gay! its so gona ruin the level of my enjoyment for the upcoming season of HIMYM.