It's gonna be AWESOME

random

2009-05-03T22:42:00.000-07:00

First time ever sitting in a private plane co-piloting across wisconsin.

First time ever making a major kick-ass decisions without even telling my mum.

First time feeling so responsible in handling my own life.

Time to go all in.

Come, what may,

I will thrust u with my longest part of my body.

Lessons.

2009-02-03T21:28:00.000-08:00

Some god damn lessons learnt today.

Never order breakfast at 11am.

Never go out without bringing my bluegold card.

Never step out my room without checking my mailbox.

I wonder y thesedays so many ppl fall sick.

Two of my lecturers fall sick.

One cancelled the class.

The other one, found a substitute which plays utube video about dalai Llama giving a speech in university of wisconsin madison for one n half hour in class.

Wind. How i used to adore u and hated u since the minute i got here.

The historic day for Obama and me

2009-01-20T16:54:00.000-08:00

2day is the new beginning of the new president of ameLica Barrack Obama and Me. Sounds awesome huh. Its his inauguration day and my orientation day. Now i have this one thing in common with the president. HOlA!!

went to jade garden tonight for dinner with my host family. The one in Madison is bigger and has more varieties of foods.

2 chinese buffet in a week!! what more shall i ask for??

Its all about eat eat eat and eat the moment i get here. I'm getting fat. But i'l work out. I Shall NOT have nutty ginger sit on me!! The americans are blessed to eat all they want that they'r top of the world for their number of obese ppl. They EVEn have an eating disease specially for them only. lactose intolerant. ever heard that? well its pretty common here.

Just had my orientation 2day. It was like approx 20 int students? i think. And there were only three males. its all full of feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeemale's pheromones. lolz. Anyway i'v got to know a korean girl. First time in my life i've been told i look like a korean. Is that a nice thing?? And i still rmb couple of days ago an american dude asking me am i born in the states??(due to my accent)And shortly after that incident a china guy believes that i came from china!! What's next?!! An african american asking me: yo, since when u've become the next michael jackson?!

Madison trip

2009-01-16T20:46:00.000-08:00

I finally felt how -30 degree Celsius was like!!!
FROST BITE!! OWWWWHHH MAAA GAWWDDD!!!!
DAMN!! WHAT A DAY!!
Had two buffets today. ONe in Maharani restaurant and the other one in China buffet restaurant.
After indulging on some indian foods, we walked to the state capital. The place was nothing short of majestic and awesome.While the tour guide was busy explaining about the history of wisconsin concerning bout the place i was busy taking pics there and then while others who have been there before cant resist the comfy of the chairs taking naps.

After that, we went to the lake of madison. THAT is when we have to walk 15 minutes to the UW and took the route behind it. WHEEEE!!! I was so excited and totally forgotten about the -30 windchill.I walked on the lake!!WE walked on the LakE!!I marched forward even though chloe was worrying if the snow was thick enough. It was so smokin' COLD!! Frost bite man!! frost bite!! When the wind blows, u felt like as if ur naked, even though u wrapped urself up like an eskimoian already. I wore two layers of gloves, one wif wool inside and another one water proof outside and it still feels like as if i'm not wearing any gloves.

LAter, four of us led by our tour guide (bernard) to the indoor ice skating arena via bus. ICE SKATING!!! It has been more than 10 years since i last skated in penang. I started off like a newbie. Half an hour later i'm off to skate freely! (although i pokkai 3 times, one which i fall like a bomb.) SOon after that i've experienced the longest half n hour in my life. We missed the bus and have to wait beside the road without any shelter for 30 Freaking minutes. Our faces, legs, fingers, toes felt numb. Its a ADAPT or DIE situation to me. T.T

Frost bite. skin cracked. weather like shit. americans use shit for anything bad in particular. Shit weather. one hour later still feeling cold under heater. DAMN. My face still hurts. Super exhausted. Pics will be uploaded tomorrow. GOod day.

Piper the cat

2009-01-14T13:46:00.000-08:00

First day in US

2009-01-13T21:08:00.000-08:00

HALO PPL!!! MISS ME? NO? AWWW..SAD MAN. BTW I'V TOUCHED DOWN!!

THANKFULLY I MADE IT ACROSS SOUTH EAST ASIA..

6hours of freaking air turbulence is turning me inside out. Its like sitting on a flying ROLLER COASTER. Imagine u sit roller coaster for six hours non stop. From Singapore to Tokyo.

DAmn.

And another thing, I can smoke without cigarette!! woHOOOooo..

my body still cant adapt to the extreme change of weather. i still rmb the singapore flight attendant announcing the temp in singapore was 26 degree celcius. And when it reached Wisconsin, -26 degree celcius. OMG. HOLY COW!!! i wonder y americans like to say that. Is cow that holy?

Oh shit. I'v lost my beef-ginity. I ate beef today at tgi's. but halfway i stop eating. spoiled my virgin experience..Beef sucks. Not nice at all, salty and bitter not nice to munch also.My friend's host dad keep telling me there are better beef. Dont giv up on beef. Lolz.

Oh and msian's jeans quality sucks. I can feel the breeze pokes through my jeans as if it was nothing. Everyone seems to adapt pretty fine. Only me felt that if i cont staying outside for another 5 mins i'm seriously going to become ice sculpture.

Oh i've always love cold weather. ASk me y.

Ask.

ok. coz its good for preserving your body. See dead people were preserved in cold condition their bodies wont spoiled. Its just like the fridge theory.

My first meal in US- St. Paul airport, Houlihan. Fish Tachos. 11USD. My mum's gonna kill me when i tell her bout this.

Later at night went to bar.I was so exhausted i only drank a tin of coke and saying hi to strangers. FIRST time go bar drink coke ONLY. some more in US. WAY TO GO!!! It was oldies bar and those ladies were dancing some oldies songs. All unheard of. The only song which i recognized.

Ladies and gentleman, i bring u,

Mambo number 5(click to listen)

MAMBO NUMBER 5

Lou Bega

Ladies and gentlemen
This is Mambo number 5

One, two, three, four, five
Everybody in the car, so come on let's ride
To the liquor store around the corner
The boys say they want some gin and juice
But I really don't wanna
Beer bust like I had last week
I must stay deep 'cause talk is cheap
I like Angela, Pamela, Sandra and Rita
And as I continue you know they're getting sweeter
So what can I do? I really beg you, my Lord
To me flirting is just like a sport
Anything fly, it's all good let me dump it
Please set in the trumpet

A little bit of Monica in my life
A little bit of Erica by my side
A little bit of Rita's all I need
A little bit of Tina's what I see
A little bit of Sandra in the sun
A little bit of Mary all night long
A little bit of Jessica here I am
A little bit of you makes me your man

Mambo number 5 !

Jump up and down go and move it all around
Shake your head to the sound
Put your hands on the ground
Take one step left and one step right
One to the front and one to the side
Clap your hands once and clap your hands twice
And if it looks like this then you're doing it right

A little bit of Monica in my life
A little bit of Erica by my side
A little bit of Rita's all I need
A little bit of Tina's what I see
A little bit of Sandra in the sun
A little bit of Mary all night long
A little bit of Jessica here I am
A little bit of you makes me your man

Trumpet !
The trumpet !
Mambo number 5 !
(heh heh heh ha)

A little bit of Monica in my life
A little bit of Erica by my side
A little bit of Rita's all I need
A little bit of Tina's what I see
A little bit of Sandra in the sun
A little bit of Mary all night long
A little bit of Jessica here I am
A little bit of you makes me your man

I do all to
Fall in love with a girl like you
'Cause you can't run and you can't hide
You and me gonna touch the sky

Mambo number 5 !

LAst night in Malaysia

2009-01-11T07:44:00.000-08:00

After minus my pigging time there are less than 12 hours left.

CB has been letting me down as always and i was expecting it to be a lil bit normal for me tonight but too bad it just aint gonna perform. I cant sign in msn, cant upload pics, tried 4 times to finally succeeded signing in my blog. I'm so gladdd i'm saying goodbye to it forever.

The last few days in penang was just awesome. Thanks guys:

Ian Chng- How i wish i can finish ur 'miao yun ji' book. But too bad i just dont have enough time to even start packing days ago.And so does the crayon sin chan comics.

keng loong- I'm gonna miss u too bra. Ur jokes are getting funnier and funnier. Keep it up. Finally i can tune in to ur channel. And I'm gonna trash u in fifa 10 next time.

eng wai-DMC!! and i'm so gonna miss ur 'answer'. Haizzz...

jiiny- ur poker cards i'l find ways to return to u. And keep da blogging spirit alive pls. Just one word and i'l nicely upload ur pics. haha. gonna miss u too. stay sighing and swting. lolz.

Charlene- the best partner ever in a pool game forever!!

Lay hoon- I just cant help annoy u everytime i see u. Maybe this is the way we interact. I'l b missing the 'sampat' hoon. TAke care.

Dun hong- Thanks for planning the muka head hiking trip for me.I'm so interested to go after reading the descriptions and details in ur mail. Too bad the organiser himself fly us all aeroplane.

Xiao wei- Thanks for ur clothes. Its gonna be my cny clothes. TAke care.

Strahan- I'm so looking forward to ur invitation to the oktoberfest in germany.

Jen- Gonna miss u. Hope ur training goes well so i can chat wif u on9 next time. Faster call me and cry. LOlz. Ur buttsy going overseas dyy..faster call him and cryyy. Yuh yuh mayb we'r fated to meet in uk. Or the swing in the playground. I'm not bringing my digi so u cant spam msg d. maxis can. anyway thanks for acc me during moonlight and shadows and darkness.

Atria-Thanks for the wishes. sadly ur psychologist is going overseas soon. anyway there's always internet. Just stay alive and dun lose ur head next time i see u. XD

Gwen-Ok i'm gonna buy a mic when i get over there. stay pretty.

Esther- Thanks for the phone call wishes. I'll follow the wind safely.

Koh Ian-Thanks for introducing ur mum to me!! ops it sounds so wrong. lolz. anyway she helped alot.Send my regards to her. peace bro.

Suzane- Thanks again and may ur life at kampar be awesome!

Ai Shan- Keep the poking~ stay cool and sweet, earl grey!

Ian Lee- Sorry to let u down.cant on9. My cb's fault. Thanks for the wishes. Stay handsome and awesome! And many thanks for introducing me ur fren david. I have another fren there now.XD

And Thanks for f*king in the sms.

Chun han- Thanks fer wishes and best of luck in studies!

Shi fus'- I'l promise u wont go tackle this gal dat gal laa. Yes i'm positive. SAy no to unwanted pregnancy!!

And those frens in INTI nilai,

Kira, Michael, Kc- COME SINGAPORE SEND MEEEE.. lol. kidding. its ok as long as i have ur wishes. all the best in ur future exams too.

Pamela- Ur not forgotten. awww. dun be sad. If there's anyone i could forget with time, its definitely not u. Wana thank u for accompanying me all the while when i was in changi airport waiting for the transits. It meant alot to me. Ur tears will not be wasted. Just wana let u know whenever u need me, i'l be right here for u. Lolz.

And

finally

How Seang- Well, he's just there.

I apologise for anyone whose name isnt listed here. U r not forgotten. UR just, well, kept in the memory box in my mind.

Leaving post

2009-01-10T07:23:00.000-08:00

This is my current Barcelonally messI table look. Ahah!! And that's my miserable new laptop. I'm still missing my hp pavillion altec lansing speakers. Dell speaker SUCKS!! hope dell ppl wont read my blog.

1 day and a half more. The day finally reaching. The good news is i'v already finish buying all the things i need. The bad news, however, is more shocking, MEE STILL HAVEN START PACKING!!

There's so many things to blog and i dont have enough time to blog about all of it!!

The latest happiness- My Samsung i8 camera. BOught it two days ago.Although it has only 8.1 MP, but it has mp3 and mp4 features!! and the picture quality is sharp and clear. Imagine listening to a CAMERA!! how cool is that. I"m listening to a camera now.

AAaandddd...

The latest regret-My Samsung i8 camera. Which costed my 1k+ but the salesgerr in samsung shop today told me the same thing for 799 only?! wtf..and together it includes a free samsung phone, 200 redeemable voucher and a mysterious free gift(maybe a free kiss for me) if i make purchase today. Heartbroken, I felt cheated. I was gleefully playing my cam for the previous two days and now..and nowww... now i wana dispose my camera already.

pack pack pack.

Many Thanks

2009-01-06T10:30:00.000-08:00

My present.New year pressie la hor? farewell another one rite? ops.me greedy.

This post is dedicated to my neighbour yuh jen. As an early present for me. which makes me somewht gam tong. Do u need me to call u and cry again? anytime. LOLz.

Restless night

2009-01-03T12:04:00.000-08:00

曾何及时的我，是多么的自我，牛脾气，稍微踩到我一点我就跟你拼死活。稍微不顺心的东西就马上变脸。内心就像铁一般坚硬。一路走来，才发现原来我是多么的傻。何必为了别人的话而大动肝火。这根本是跟自己过意不去。而且肝火伤身。防卫了自己及骂了人拿了威风之后，得意忘形的以为很了不起。（很多人都是以伤害别人来得到快乐）．其实并非如此。练就了一颗坚硬的心，失去的东西比威风和脸面来得更重要。只有在万事如意才能没出现问题。只要一不顺心，五脏六腑都习惯性的‘热’起来了。伤了他人还伤了自己。‘自我中心’越强，就越多问题。人啊，如果没有了归零的心态和柔软的心，是永远不能够学习的。而这衍生出只能让人原地踏步，被愚痴所蒙蔽。我们都在学府上学习。可是课本上却没有教你应该怎么做人。所以呢大部分人都必须靠着自己的‘血汗’经验来学习。如果年少时还不学习怎么做人，这辈子就这样过了。本性难移，当一切都定了型时，天时，地利，人和，都改变不了已经变成石头的一颗心。

柔软的心，就不一样说了．柔软并不是动不动就哭的柔软，而是，打太极般的柔软，像海绵般能屈能伸般柔软．当拥有一颗柔软的心时，别人想要伤害你时就没那么简单了．遇到逆境，没有了情绪的阻扰，有了思想的空间．看东西的立场也变得不一样．一句伤人的话，因为没有了＇自我＇的縴靽，可以从别角度探讨其出发点．酒，烟都不是不好的，只要你不去喝，吸它们，伤人的话也只是声音．当我们不执取与它时，它就没有了作用，伤害不了我们．道理是易懂，但是实践又是另一回事．下次，面对讥讽伤害的话语时，有多少人可以一笑置之，有多少人为了捍卫当时的这口气和颜面而大动肝火？？也正是因为如此所以人才要讥讽和伤害对方，没有了反应和回响的存在人类就变得很无趣了．嘲讽伤害也会停止．人的忍耐力是有限的，没有这等的智慧，单靠忍功忍无可忍时也会爆发．到时大家都有闹剧，新闻可以追听了．

又曾何及时的我，抱着＇别人笑我太疯癫，我笑别人看不穿＇的态度度日．到后来才发现，面具下的我，是多么的空虚．没有踏实的心灵．只有自娱娱他的无聊途径．朋友门面广大，可是知心朋友却没半个．猪朋狗友多的很．这可是我花了几年才转得过来的性格．因为我了解到可以当知心朋友的都不会当我的知心朋友．当年的我显示出来的疯癫白痴逗趣性格，虽然可以招徕许多朋友，（因为别人都觉得你很有趣），但是私底下，内心却是空虚的．这促使我不得不将自己从内到外改变了一番．这也是个恶性循环．你怎么跟别人接触，别人就会以同样的方式来跟你接触．所以到头来，我得到的不是心灵上的满足，全都是看似多姿多彩其实是没意义的生活．

早上四点了，我也懒惰打了，n年没打华文字了，有点疏离感．躺在床上想了这些东西就爬起来把它们全打出来了．几个小时后我就在戏院睡觉吧．哈哈．希望我的这些感言可以对我的读者有帮助吧．本来不打算将这些刊登的．

Retro EOY08

2008-12-13T05:41:00.000-08:00

So..after uploading those tens of pics which took me one whole day to upload,(I took hundreds of pic, but if i uploaded all of them my blog will stuck till next year.) finally i can blog bout it. Me my cousin and three of his cosplay kaki frens went to SINGAPORE(stop asking me where is it) on Sat morning just to see the cosplay exhibition. The theme is call Retro EOY(end of year) 08.Two of them, including my cousin, dressed up and cosplayed. My job there was to take pics and spot leng lui. XD. It was a damn long and tiring journey just to reach the destination(expo). We had to take BUS,then MRT(not taxi...) which led us to our 29 stations journey with of coz our protesting varicose veins. Below are some pics i took during the exhibition. Enjoy.

click the photos to enlarge.

the conference hall

Naruto cosplayers

ONe of the leng lui. No idea who r they cosplayin.

My cousin. Cosplayin as Naruto's pain.

NIce but still have no idea who they'r cosplayin.

Dynasty warrior

another unknown cosplay.

I was taking pics with the guy beside him then he suddenly posed for me to take pic. I think u guys know who he is cosplaying.

Family teacher or something i heard. Not sure bout the yellow creature though. It appeared suddenly then everyone seemed so excited bout its appearance then asked it in for a group pic.

Me, My cousin and his fren(ichigo)

Whole Naruto gang.

Gundam girl.

ONe of the funniest and one of those who stole the limelight of the day. No one in our group have any idea who or what are they cosplaying.

ONe of the best cosplay group. The Genie was simply awesome. He look EXACTLY like a genie.

The three beauty in the dynasty warrior game.

Tada..spotted. Leng lui. the right one of coz. Real person look better than in pic.

Spotted. Another leng lui in the middle. The first gal from the right. IF u zoom in u'l have a clearer view.XD

Happy ready to be stabbed.

LEng lui wif a mask. Or bcoz of the mask,leng lui.

Although there were so many leng lui's around, the number of mingers were ten times more than the number of leng lui's. Some were just too awful 2b captured by my camera. Below are some Great pics. Enjoy.

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Tada, a GUY cosplaying a LOLICON.

And this....................................(-.-)lll

FInal fantasy group pic.

Lancelot from Code de Geass.

Our childhood fav, mario.

INterviewing them.

'Bwahahaha.Spirits are always with you!'

A funny character from bleach.

Yao Yeng leh... Two full sets of costumes will cost more than an iphone.

Green hair leng lui.

The exhibition was really full of eye candy.(not that kinda eye candy). but also full of eye sores. Some people just doesnt know themselves. Just because u love that character doesnt mean that u have the quality to cosplay that character. I mean its not a wrong thing to do, but c'mon laa.. please laa..u can make ppl puke lunch by looking at u. And the worse thing is, U spoiled the image of that character for everybody.

Ps: Link here everything about retro eoy u can click in and have a look. damn nice pics taken by DSLR cams.

KL trip

2008-12-08T07:39:00.000-08:00

OH SHIT
#$^$)&@#$@#
I WAS SUPPOSE TO BLOG BUT I TERDELETED MY RECYCLE BIN!!
ANYBODY CAN TEACH ME HOW TO RESTORE MY RECYCLE BIN??

Ahem..*get myself together*woops.
ok..so i've came back from kl yest. KL was awesome but spent all Rm400+ was even more Awesome.
Had enjoyed my time in starhill fully. To sum up my journey,
*Longest singing session(7-3am) & Last singing session wif thong in Malaysia

*Most exp singing session

*Most delicious buffet session

*Most luxurius exhibition in starhill plaza

*Most horrified thriller ever watched in cinema- Quarantine. (yea yea i don watch horrors like u do)

*First time kena tangkap pic in the toilet. Starhill's high class toilet laa..

Good news-I got my visa approved.
Bad news- I have to go kl AGAIN to claim it. T.T

Wasss really tired then someone surprised me last night. Dat someone even surprised his own mum when he came back. Discreetly came back then loudly scares everybody. HIs name is Ah fat. or fatty ch'ng. dat's wad people call him in UniBuds. lolz.

I'm gonna see a doctor tomoro bout my allergic. Its getting worse and i hope i wont die due to that. pics will be uploaded soon. I'm gonna conquer lil mount penang in 8 hours time.

Time to roll.

About an old friend

2008-12-02T07:49:00.000-08:00

"1 in 5 young Americans has personality disorder

Fewer than 25 percent of college-age suffers get treatment, study finds"

Quoted from msn.com. link

good news. those are good prospects in becoming my future patients.

Bad news is mee goin to that kinda atmosphere where ppl around me are like that pretty soon. Am i gonna become one of them?? risky.

xmas. still so far yet the shops are welcoming it with open arms.

TAlking to how seang in msn.

This weirdo actually has been my fren for 3 years since. And he demanded a xmas present from me. well, if he gets lucky he'l recieve one from me. xmas, it brings back lots of memories, particularly this one, two years ago, I was left stranded in nowhere during xmas, with this dude. and was ppk by another dude name dh. The reasons were somehow hard to be recalled again but this night, xmas, where we supposedly planned to find some chicks and have fun, turned out to be a night which i had to walk the longest path in my life, i think from somewhere near hs's dad's CHURCH to gurney plaza.Oh i have a flashback. Thanks to Mr HS which tot that the church's celebration was at night. The fact was it was in the morning. Should have taken pics when we wandered the empty church. haiz. some good memories just couldnt recall much better without pics. Anyway, that night ended with lots of laughters and with some darings which failed miserably. Two dudes and a crazy night. Helplessness and gheyness?surely no. Who says dudes can only have fun when there's a babe? Shit. this sounds so wrong.

Oh, and another thing, i'm waiting for time to come when he can tear down his mask. SOmetimes we just have to put on a mask in order to protect ourselves. But wearing the mask for too long is seriously gonna lose ourselves in a matter of time.

rants: us visa application is killing me inside out. Wisconsin, u better be a good place to go or else i'l kick ur ass.

Crystalised randomness.

2008-11-26T01:37:00.000-08:00

Here I am now. usual nights. Contemplating. Enjoying peace of mind money cant buy. I really appreciate this lil time of self introspection. Alone.With nobody but my own shadow makes me more observant than b4. Observant bout my inner self, the negligible changes of feelings. Pondering thoughts which I would have absolutely no time to think about when I’m still studying or staying in a sharing room. I’m amazed how situation or surroundings creates opportunities for changes in feelings and thoughts.

Listenin to old songs. déjà vu. Bring back memories and comparing the feelings right now and then. Feelings, the culprit which causes global warming. In another way. Sadly too many ppl who let feelings govern their mind/actions than conversely. THis is why sometimes people and things are so predictable.

*sigh*

When people out there strive to make the world a better place to live in, how many strive to make themselves a better person to live with?? ™-ivan 9.30pm 26/11/08

Not long ago discovered dat I’m interested in philosophy and hav potential in it too. XD.Youthfulness. That’s another thing money cant buy. I’ve yet to get over the thoughts that I should fully utilize my still available youthfulness. Maturity is no fun. This is a fact. As we grow we get over things, feelings and thoughts which used to be so strong now faded and gone.

Notice i didnt elaborate on each points? No?? ur just not observant enough. I'm leaving spaces for ur imagination to come into play as u scan thru my words via ur naked eyes.

Result from my personality test

2008-11-23T23:24:00.001-08:00

Turned out that i'm the ED type. Not Erectile Dysfunction mind you. Its Energetic Doers. I find it somehow so accurate. Its not that because its so positively written and i'm taking it as compliment which it doesnt match with my personality. No. not such a thing. For those who know me personally can have a read and think about the lines below does it fit my personality. You can leave a comment by telling me yes it does. Or you can just leave it in my cbox. Dont just keep quiet will ya?!! I'm proud to have YOU as my commentator in my blog. YES!! YOU!!!

Energetic Doers are cheerful and spontaneous persons. They are charming and full of energy and real persons of action. They keep a clear head and the overview even in difficult situations. This makes them popular problem solvers. Their ability of being able to absorb and process information is phenomenal. Energetic Doers also have strong powers of observation and a keen sense when dealing with other people. They are very perceptive, witty and clever. They have a natural ability of convincing others of their point of view. Energetic Doers live completely in the here and now and make spontaneous decisions from one moment to the next. They love being together with other people and are sensuous, lively and amusing conversationalists. It is no problem for them to be the effervescent centre of attention at a party and they are generous, skilful and good hosts. They do not brood over consequences for long; they quickly grasp all the relevant facts, make a pragmatic decision and enforce that decision vigorously. Should a decision later turn out to have been wrong, one can always make new plans.

Energetic Doers magically attract fun and action. They need the kick - as far as possible with other people. Many representatives of this type have dangerous hobbies or go in for extreme sports. They quite consciously put themselves in dangerous situations again and again. At work too, Energetic Doers seek fun and variety above all. They are bored to death by routine, safety and calculability. Crises are their elixir of life and really bring their strong points to light. They react to new challenges flexibly and effectively. They gain their confidence from their imperturbable self-assuredness that they will be able to cope with them. Energetic Doers prefer practical activities which lead to visible results rather than theoretical fields of work. Endless discussions with colleagues quickly get on their nerves and they do not have the patience for interpersonal niceties. They say how something has to be done and that’s that!

Energetic Doers keep their friends in suspense with their wit, esprit and quickness in repartee. They mostly have a large circle of friends and acquaintances but often remain non-committal in their relationships. They expect a great deal of reliability and tolerance from their really good friends but are also willing to give the same to them. However, due to their spontaneous nature, they always remain a little surprising and unpredictable, also for their partners.

Energetic Doers need a lot of space and time to themselves; they quickly feel hemmed in if their partners cling too strongly to them. But if you give them plenty of leeway, they are generous, cheerful and extremely imaginative life companions with whom you can have a lot of fun and enjoy life to the full. They do not avoid conflicts but address them openly and sometimes sparks can really fly. But this is typical for Energetic Doers and, afterwards, they are all the more devoted and loving.

shit la i should just highlight everything and put it in large font.

Back in action

2008-11-23T03:57:00.000-08:00

First of all, to all my blog readers,
My deepest apologies. for not updating my blog for such a long time.(I feel dat i owe u guys one)
Dun worry the owner still havent lost his will and spirit in blogging. XD
Just that there were some obstacles which prevented me from doin so in the past few weeks. My old pc suddenly decided to rest in peace and my laptop's in process of rebirth which just came back few days ago. SO i'm doing some redemption now accompany by my voice reverberating across my room. LOl. dont worry its not sound pollution. Trust me. Its NOT.

Singing mayday's song just simply turned my mood around.
I'm loving mayday's songs more than any other songs. I'm surprised dat those songs which i percieved as not-so nice in the beginning turned out to be quite-nice after some replays.
Oh and even if I love mayday's songs so much, they'r not my idol. Call me old fashioned. But i dont have any idol since I was still singing twinkle2 lil star. Idolization just isnt my kind. Or should i say i just duno waddahell is idolisation. The reason behind this, I always think they'r as much flesh and blood as us. Their singers. That's wad they do best. And how about their voices and their appealing outlooks??DOesnt any of those make u a fan? Oh about that. hmm. still NO. I'm a fan to their good songs. not them.
All in all its just the way of my thinking. The rainbow is nothing but the reflection/magic of light. I dont worship how gorgeous or how incredible rainbow is/can be. I only genuinely enjoys the sight of the rainbow.

I'm getting some sort of apprehension lately. The uncertainty of my future which sends shivers down my spine. Am i seriously gonna end up in wisconsin. Hmm.. mayb its not a bad idea but as that was my backup plan and new york seem so far away from me now.. and wisconsin just offered my scholarships yest which makes things a lil bit clearer now. Aus univs, if only they will offer me letters asap.. sigh

And can somebody pls turn off the tap in my nose?? there's some serious waterfall going on in my nose!!! And this waterfall is bringing down my tears involuntEarily. Lol. the thoughts of it makes me laugh no matter when i think about it. -((I cried when my mucus/snot flows down touching my lips. Dat's an awful scene i know. ))- censored.

TIme of my life

2008-11-08T04:23:00.000-08:00

THere u go folks. I'm finally liberated from my awful/terrible work as digi's sales consultant. And there goes my 800 commissions.Just like that. Wasted. OK i'm not gona cry over spilled milk. Time 2 move on.

I'v learnt quite alot from this job. I've left quite a nasty impression for my boss. I always love to correct people's misconceptions be it my boss's or any of my superior's. And that led to me realising that i'm actually fearless. Fearless of hurting anyone fearless of speaking out my mind. I'm seriously gonna intellectually manoeuvre my dutch bravery. KNowin ppl having some misconceptions and not correcting them is painful to me somehow. BUT...Sometimes explaning is just futile. I often find mysef foolish sometimes trying my best explaining to some people who just dont get it. Later I realised that although I've tried my best in treating everyone equally by not stereotyping them, I would have done it better by stereotyping everyone and treat them differently according to my view. Is treating everyone equally means treating myself unfairly??

sigh..I understand that living in a society full of stereotypes, prejudices and stigmas one should abide by the rules of the society in order to be accepted. And for that very lame reason i'm struggling to fit into this 'colorful' society.

I'm finally stepping into the transition phase again. Enjoying peace of mind everyday... Priceless. To be able to feel my food like never before, sleep like never before, think like never before, spend(ing less) like never before, and of coz smile and deal with things like never before. Oh yes, to be able to slow down the pace of my life is just awesome. THis reminds me of a talk I happened to attend last week.(I was there just to look around). THere's this natively famous NTV7 speaker hosting about how to live life meaningfully after knowing urself have cancer. I always hear ppl saying live life to the fullest, or live life as if today is the end of the world, but how exactly we should live our life?? fullest?eat full full drink full full or play full full?? so we shall have no regrets??spend most of our money so if tomoronevercomes we'l go happily?? How naive I once was. oR there r still people out there still thinking the same way?? YOu ARe Naive people!!

sorry yes offense.

Live life at its moment. This is deeper than i thought. Lazy 2 explain. Go figure it out yourself. People telling u the facts and you urself go figure it out have two totally different outcome of impacts on ur perspective of life.

The chain of sixes

2008-11-03T06:52:00.000-08:00

Hmm..thought that this would be interesting so i'm trying it out now. Hmm..lets call it

The Chain of Sixes.

1. You link the person(eveline) that tagged you. 2. You post the rules on your blog. 3. You share six non-important things/habits/quirks about yourself. 4. You tag six random people at the end of your post by linking to their blogs. 5. Then, you let each random person know they have been tagged by leaving a comment on their website.

6 insignificant things which u probably didnt know about me.

1. I'm ONLY afraid of cockroaches.

My weakness. It is super disgusting, freakish and not to mention those which can fly. Its mere appearance can trigger my craziness.

2. I'm a special eater.

I'm in a special group of omnivore. I'm half vegan half carnivore. Carnivorous in the sense that meat which i eat are not gross. define gross? as long as i dont see the bones and blood stains then its not. I cant swallow food which i percieved it as gross. I'm still having this thought now. How can u eat frogs?? EWWW!!AND SOME MORE UR TELLING ME ITS TASTY??Miss A**** . btw, my standard of gross- even ba kut teh is gross.

3. I have this obsession to not get obssessed with anything.

SElf monitoring or introspection. Its easier said than done but i managed to keep my obssesions in balance anyhow. the word balance here means when i found myself obssesed in something, i would try to withdraw myself from getting attached to it.Be it items, food or sometimes, love.

4. I'm a 90.78% racist.

THe only exception. Indians.

5. I have acquired high level of ignorance.

'ignorance is bliss' is always my motto. Ignorance ranging from msging to feelings, even pain.

6. I was once a devoted buddhist. Now still am. but not as devoted as before.

self-explanatory.

Now u know me better?? OK.

I'm not gona tell u if u dont share/tag/do this ur gonna have how many years of bad luck and misfortunes..I never believed in that. Mayb that's the reason i'm still single and poor. I find it stupid. Why share some joyful/meaningful stuffs and at the same time forcing people consent to reposting/forwarding/sending/doing-whtever-required so that they wont be cursed??Such ambivalence totally ruin the fun and the information.So PEOPLE,KINDLY DELETE the cursings at the end of the forward mails whenever u forward it to ur friends.esp me. thnx.

urm..i'm tagging those who have blogs only(rules num 2)

Ian Ch'ng, Koh Ian, Esther, Jen, Deon, Kheng Loong.cecilia?(rules din say that i cant tag a person who hav been tagged)

PS: for those having finals now wait til exam finish only do-lah ok.

Happy day

2008-10-31T05:54:00.000-07:00

Today is so far the most happy and relaxing day ever since i started working.

11am went to light street. My leader and his gf never showed up.

12.30am went Kocha Taiwan delights with my colleague Fiona

1pm went GP GSC. Boss called. We told him we were fed up waiting for our leader so we went out by ourselves.

2pm watched the coffin.

3pm-6pm went Kim Gary to eat and sembang with fiona and joey

6pm-7pm sembang in coffee bean with fiona,joey and cindy

girls sure can sembang alot. Found dat me n joey got a handful of things in common.

8pm went to farlim dss to sign forms.

8.30pm tada! i'm home.

The best thing is I can off for 2days, sat and sun.

ps: I'm still getting paid for wht i've done today.

How's my working schedule today?? marvellous right??

10pm going to gurney's Halloween party event!! Its gona b awesome.

Happy Halloween 2 all of u~

Anyway Gambateh for those who currently having finals now. Be it in Aus, UK, US, KL or PENANG. WIsh u guys good luck!

Last day of Digi roadshow

2008-10-25T09:47:00.000-07:00

Finally, I'm free to blog again. THere's so much to blog about but sadly i always come home late and was feeling like a flat batt. I'm trying to recall and blog about the happening stuffs during these days. I have a feeling that this is goin to be my longest post ever and i'm so sorry for ur eyes. These 8 days brought me lotsa amazing and awesome experience I've never had in my life.

DIGI Roadshow

I"m involved in this 8 consecutive days 388hours of digi roadshow in little india.

Two nights ago i saw our CM Dr Lim Guan Eng up close and the digi's BOSS- duno wht name (the ang moh).

Tonight i saw Kapal Sink( Karpal Singh)

And the best thing is i managed to take pictures with digi's yellowman!! I have never thought that i can actually see n touch a real yellowman infront of me. Too bad the yellowman cannot speak coz the boss said he's an aerial, aerial don speak. But he's naughty with his sign languages. He had this fat fake belly and he keep poking and pointing at my stomach signalling that I didnt eat so i have a flat stomach. That was funny.

All hail digi!!

Lil India.

A place which full of sound pollution, air pollution ALL the time.

First three days were like a living hell to me. Still under the small canopy, we have to stand most of the time and endure the intense heat emitted from the vehicles which pastby and of coz the sun. I stil rmb after finishin my water from my 1.5 L bottle, i bought 6 packs of cold water from the hawker stall nearby in just few hours tim

e. First three days no DJ, no sound system no decorations, no balloons, no big tents and no c

hairs/stool to sit on. And all those appeared after three days coz there's a backstage(saree queen contest and lotsa competition going on) at the end of the street and the cm and the boss(ang moh) will come walking on the very path. Many thanks to those big-gun characters for coming.Without them, we wouldn't have big tents, DJ and all the stuffs which grandiosely renovated the streets of little india. At first the days passing felt like years but as its coming to an end, everything changed.

Rewards- approx 1k of commision.

Side 'rewards'- sore throat, lost my voice,get tanner, skinnier, burnt out.

Sore throat and how i lost my voice i think its understandable.Just how bad the sound pollution is? If raise ur voice in the tent nobody will hear you. If u shout DIRECTLY to the person's ears then u might stand a chance to be heard(by that person). Not to mention when hp rings u have to run miles away just to find a quiet spot. Why so terrible? Coz there were three loud speakers blasting music non stop all the time.

FUn & Laughters

I'm the only chinese who mixesd so well wif the indian promoters. u know y. coz i learnt to speak tamil!! Basic tamil la like ipree irkingre( how r u), sapriia (eat dy) Yellawasum(free)and etc..

Oh the most special one, na oneh kazeriklen( i love u). LOLZ!! indian girls loved it when i say this to them! XD

Not only i'm able to speak tamil, i can sing tamil songs too. mantra also. Now i speak eng also got abit indian slang attached along the words.

Dancing is like embedded in their genes. most of the indians have special dance moves for themselves. They move or shake their body whenever a song is played. yest duno y there were lots of indians dressing up dancing in the middle of the streets. barefooted. Pity their feet after dancing. They had to sit down and rub on their feet after dancing due to skin burnt. Anyway the indian promoters were enjoying themselves too as I stood there watching. Suddenly i was dragged into the crowd and started dancing wif them. Lolz. Am the only white skin dancing in the crowd. So awkward but somehow its cool. It was an amazing experience.

I miss the indians. Indians are more friendly species(race) than chinese.

Feels like going to work 2mr to see them again. But too bad its over already. Frens come and go, Its special only because the duration is short. Sometimes we humans only appreciate things when its over. Anyway this year's pre-deepavali in little india is indeed a memorable one.( I usually dun celebrate or even noticed the deepavali day previously)

neramachi tunga poreh(time to sleep)

Marlei venagam.(good night)

Happy deepavali to all indians who read my blog.

Ps: pictures wil be uploaded soon. This post will be edited again!

FIrst late night thriller

2008-10-16T08:28:00.000-07:00

THere are so many things to say but so little time for me to.

Last night went to watch late night movie with nearly all of my colleagues. It was a gruesome thriller-Halloween. Damn it reminds me of another thriller i watched long ago named The Texas Chainsaw Massacre. Both of them have this main character who possesses socially unacceptable kind of ugliness. Something went wrong in their childhood and then they started to butcher human beings. I found that it's somehow true in a way that those who being treated as a social outcast during their childhood, can easily turn to a psycho freak provided that there's an oppression whether in a case of bully or family problems.

And the psycho's characteristics?

The PSYCHO stares, evil and scary. check

Tormented mindset (b4 turn into a psycho). check

Has lost the meaning to live and view life as meaningless. check

Extreme calmness(when performing the act). check

No sense of guiltiness/remorse(after performing the act). check

Extreme hatred(easily provoked). check

Unable to reasoning.

OMG.I WAS THIS close to turn into a psycho.

'The real terrifying evil doesnt come from the abyss of hell. The most frightening part is the real evil exists and walk silently among us.'

I have to agree on that sentence.

Human being is the most terrifying creatures on earth. Without proper guidance, one poor/disturbed soul can easily walk onto the path of destruction.

With all those thoughts on my mind when i'm heading back to home after movie. Its 1.30 am and something unexpected happened. PENANG WAS FLOODED!! AGAIN!! The last time i remembered seeing roads of penang flooded with muddy water was like decades ago. And to my surprised, I HAVE NO WAY TO GO HOME!! all the routes which leads to my home were blocked by the water.. added to my despair when I called home nobody's willing to help me. T.T

Six of us stopped the car and went down for a sightseeing. There were multiple car accidents in Scotland road and the overhead bridge to greenlane was full of cars stopping by the roadside for a sightseeing.

Imagine this is the sight u see at 2am in the morning.

Finally, miracles brought me home. Thank the unexplained miracles which brought me home.

SIck and tired

2008-10-13T08:50:00.000-07:00

Today is my 2nd day of my unpaid leave(off day). Tomoro is my team's off day so i'm automatically off too. 3 consecutive off days I should be extremely happy but too bad i'm sick. Having mild fever and flu. I Hate flu!! Makes my head spin and ache. Was pretty useless and unproductive today, bed was my only destination and sleeping was my only activity today.

I'm sick also becoz of this job. Goin out to do sales under the afternoon scorching sun and suddenly the rain god took over the sky. No amount of water comsumption was suffice to maintain my health. Now. I'm finally sick and the leader's not happy about it. Ex leader. Oh he's stil pretty much in command. Bcoz we'r doing sales together in a place and my new leader seems inferior to him. She still acknowledged him as leader so we followed. Of coz he still acted as the team leader in front of everybody.I was not feeling well at all after dinner at northam beach cafe and this ex leader was not helping at all. That night my colleague resigned. And its hot topic to my boss n ex leader.My boss n ex leader always dislike my ex-colleague. HE was tryin to make me say bad things about my colleague so that our leader-worker r'ship can be improved. I always dislike to talk about other people. Not to mention I've already rejected him twice last week in the office when he wanted to gossip about my colleague. By nodding blindly at his lectures and questions he kept throwing words at me whilst I was starin at his forehead thinking 'How can i turn this nasty brain off'.

I'm fine with all this workplace ups and downs but recently I've fall sick I felt that I'm struggling to fit myself into all these again.Tolerance and patience has reached its limit as my body's immune system crumbles down.

I'm in dilemma. I felt that i'm wasting my talents, time and energy doing this job. I cant really learn anything practically benificial from this job. My pride starting to resurface everyday at work questioning the value of my work versus the outcome. Just because i dont wana lose all my hard earned commisions if i resigned, I kept my mindset straight and continue to work without dignity. Is it worth it? How much money does my pride cost??none. Exactly and I've proven to myself that i'm able to handle and face the tough challenges presented to me(so far) .And this challenge is new to me, came home everyday mentally and physically exhausted just to prove a point. Wht point? surviving at work.

Question, Am I that desperate to claim all my commisions before I quit?? I felt like letting it go but my money-craving-self wont allow me to do so. Apart from the $ issue I would also like to prove to the condescending boss that I can survive for one month. Struggling begins.

Happy events.

Yesterday Aus uni open day in trader's. WEnt wif a fren of mine and straightaway applied for 4 universities. UW, UNSW, UA, and UQ. Good news.My fren told me that my application to UOEC has been completed. I'm looking forward for the SBU(Stony Brook Uni)'s offer letter. New york. I wana go new york!

The turning point

2008-10-10T07:30:00.000-07:00

YES! today is the best day for me since the first day of work.First time ever all the members of the sales team working with smiles. Even though I have no sales today but i'm still extremely delighted.Moved to Light street digi store today. And guess wht i did today? We sales team work as indonesian maids cleaning the entire shop coz its abandoned for months. Our Boss said that there wil be indonesian maids coming over to clean it soon so we'r just here to see the shop's condition. When the boss's gone, Still under my BRILLIANT Ex leader, sales team do it for the maids. This has taken up half the day and we all ended up pumping and tying balloons for shop deco.But after the breaking news, we were all happy ducks. (DIGI's animal logo).THis is because I got a NEW leader. I'm not under the same useless leader anymore. Let me have a brief intro about my ex leader to giv u some impression bout him.

First of all, he seems nice when we all get to know each other in the beginning.But as time passes by, his show his true colors. He often(everyday several times) scolds his gf, which is the new leader, in front of the sales team AND infront of everybody(just to show that he is the leader at work). This makes everybody pity his gf and cant stand the leader. FOund out that his gf is supressed by him all the way. I'l explain that part later. He is incapable of leading the team and ALWAYS gives us orders and scolds us over some small matter stuffs(jus to show that he is the leader).How incapable?He uses all kinds of lies to show his superiority and we all in the sales team know that. OK. that's work.

Lets come to his personal life. HE has a WIFE(china gurl) who is staying wif him. And he has this gf working with him. Based on wht i heard, he forced his gf to give him all her ic, handphones, license,atm cards and all her money. SO somehow he has absolute control over her. TOday in the car, she was suffering from all those crazy scoldings again on the phone, and she passed me the phone secretly in the midst of the scoldings,and I heard, "You now follow wht i said, FOLLOW WHT I SAY OK, I'M SORRY.I WONT DO THAT AGAIN NEXT TIME.SORRY.I HAVE NO BRAINS.MY BRAIN IS NOTHING BUT SHIT.' and the gf followed exactly every word.

WTF.He knew that me and my colleague was in the car and he purposely did that(to show his leadership superiority). and the reason why she kena scolded? becoz he was in bad mood and he used fetching colleague as the reason to scold her being other ppl's driver.THis is only one of the thousand scoldings daily which make nearby ppl speechless.

FAct 1, the girl knows he got a wife. wanted to breakup but he got her everything and he threatened her badly. She got nobody to back her up so she quietly OBEYS his every command. EVEN BEATINGS.

Fact 2, the girl chooses to obey him at work becoz she's afraid she cant continue working for the rest of the day coz he's the leader.

Fact3, he'l call her whenver he's free coz he's using company's demo line which is free. Which makes her a slave to him.

Fact4, He's the leader coz most of his sales come from his gf. His gf is indeed an excellent salesperson and he takes almost all the sales from her.

LAst Fact, He is only 23 but the girl is already 26.

This has caused a great repercussion in the DSS(digi specialised store). The females has started to take this to accuse and question all the males about their loyalty and how they treat their gf and stuffs. Some of the female extremist would say all the males are the same. TURN LESBIAN THEN! OH Man!! This ex leader of mine sure is a disgrace to all males in the world!!

So, today when the boss announces that she's the new leader, we all were delighted,but we didnt show it out coz he was there. And why she'l become the new leader?? all thanks to working politics. Anyway my job as sales consultant will be smoother starting from today.

Future psychologist's part time job

2008-10-05T09:08:00.000-07:00

So far so bad. Weather is totally helping in ruining my work now and then.

First day colleague's tyre punctured when I was in his car. 5th day, which is 2day, bumper-kiss accident when I was in his car. WHt's coming up next? I cant wait to see.

How I wish I am agoraphobic.

Damn. Now I know running for sales alone is much much more stress than study for finals.

And so~ I'm regretting over my I'm-notgonaquitwithoutgettingpaidfor13hours-work decision. 24days to go.To hell wif digi. 2mr offday so not counted in.

Why continue ur job if u hate it so much??Good quest. here comes my rationalisation..

This job can help me have a better understanding of human nature, stereotypes, societal norms and lotss more.

This job trains me to lower my self esteem. Always have a low self-esteem even though ur smarter than the leader or even the boss.

This job helps me to challenge myself whether in terms of courage, communication skills, how 2 deal with rejectionzz and how to motivate myself and others to do something.

THis same shitty job even helps me build up my self confidence when talking to malays! damn!!!my malay sucks.

See how powerful is rationalization? I'm awestruck by it also.

I'm indeeed, amazed and truely salute those ppl who can deal wif rejections everyday. Imagine U've been turned down 200 times daily.Its not easy talking to strangers and have strangers listening to you attentively. If ur not properly motivated and have a considerably amount of self-worthy, u'll suffer from emotional and morale breakdown for sure. Not everybody can handle this. And for those who can handle that with ease is just simply awesome.

Agree wif me?? Salute me then.

A future psychologist working as sales consultant in digi masquerading as a fall out college student planning venue and tactics for the sales team and serves as the advisor to the leader of the sales team. Its too good to be true(for digi) and too bad they will only realise the fact when I see their jaws drop next month upon resignation. So long now.

-I'm awesome-

First day of work

2008-10-01T08:34:00.000-07:00

Lying on my armchair in front of my comp, I finally experienced how burnout is like. I feel that the legs are not mine. Exhausted. Nearly sore throat. Who start off in DIGI company for 13hours?!!

10.30am til now, 11.30pm. Wad da fug. My stupid shoes protested and the bottom part of it opened up like a mouth. Low quality shoes. Damn!!

ANd the result of 13 hours? only two sales for me. And that were also given by my lady head to me. How nice..T.T

Should i or should i not continue?I should know that something's wrong when i went to the interview. Who gets invited for a job immediately after filling the form?!!

Fact , I can get better payment for other jobs.

Fact , I can get the same payment in the same time more relaxing jobs.

yea i still rmb the reaction, 'University qualification? and ur applying for sales consultant?'

So Why the fug should I continue to torture myself like that??

THe only thing that keeps me going for the day was the sparks of admiration in the eyes of the working girls. U know it when girls give you frequent eye contacts. Finally they cant stand the urge to pop THE QUESTION. DamN! Workplace flattery sure eases me during hard times. ANd the people there are nice. esp the ladies. aww..

Just to make sure that this 'bad day' is recorded in my blog be4 i collapse on my bed. IN the same time finished doing my leg therapy. Warm water and some massaging helps. TIme to sleep.

Are shoes better than sex?

2008-09-28T10:01:00.000-07:00

Females wht's ur answer?

Some say yes, some say no,

some remain unknown.

'Scientists have long known that the same brain chemicals that make sex enjoyable are triggered by other nonsexual experiences. For new mothers, the smile of an infant turns on the pleasure center of the brain. For others, jumping out of a plane brings euphoria. And for some women, shopping makes them very, very happy and -- if the price is right -- very satisfied.' Quoted from msn.com

Endorphin-chemicals in your brain that both block pain and produce a feeling of euphoria. Your brain releases endorphins during periods of high stress or exercise, sex and, as it now appears, while shopping.

Oh poor Sarah Jessica Parker (the one answerin yes for the aforementioned quest).. when men are no longer dependable, here comes the affection of accessories, shoes in this case. Its ok to resort to clenching your loyal shoes when your husband go out cheating on you. Sad case this is.

I'm thinking..hmm

the person who name this chemical was simply brilliant. why. Did u realise there's a dorphin=dolphin in the word endorphin? OK folks sit still as its about time for me to drop some knowledge.(junk knowledge that is)

Dolphin is the only animal similar to human being which have sex for pleasure.

Can u believe that??Animals having sex not for procreation but for pleasure??I always thought that among living things only we humans do that.Skeptics, click on the word which best represents u at the momment and it'l direct u to the proof.

New catchphrase " Had fun? Yeah,sure did just like dolphin"

By understanding this leads to a new and better understanding of how men and women behave particularly in societal views.

A man can only find sex to have a grasp at the feeling of euphoria whereas women on the other hand can attain it easily just by spending some cash.THIS explains why men are stereotyped as douchebags. A girl can only b a slut if she cant spend some hard cash huh?or the amount of cash she has is not enough to bring her to the dolphin level of excitement? What kinda logic is this?!

HUMAN Breast Milk for Ice Cream

2008-09-26T08:31:00.000-07:00

All the while I've been doing the surfing net stuffs,and I've came across this piece of interesting information.There's a union named PETA. It stands for People for the Ethical Treatment of Animals. They are the sheer hope of the animals that we consume everyday. Ok i'm not going to tell you how great they are in doing their jobs. SOmehow recently PETA suggested the use of human breast milk to make Ben & Jerry's ice cream.<---click on the words 2 read the article

For us humans, its totally acceptable to drink milk from other species but our own.WHy is this so? Although this has nothing to do wif us malaysians but if this kind of concept was to be accepted by US,its hard not to follow the lead years later.Hmm.. the article does sound reasonably strong. BUT..BUT try to imagine that if this were to be instigated, what would happen to this world??

The inexplicably heaven-made delicious ice creams from Baskin Robins, Haagen daaz, McD or any ice cream outlets..

Imagine that the delicious ice cream u are licking are from some old woman's milk?

Imagine that the ice cream u use to adore everyday and everytime u went to McDonald's is the product of some disgusting aunty who lives next door?or maybe some homeless women?

OR MAYBE HERS??

And try to imagine what would happen to the women who supported this??

Those women lining up to the 'milking machine controller' like those spare parts in the factory moving on with the conveyor belt, waiting for their turn to 'donate' milk..What a sight that must be!!

Imagine those women who desperately needs money and left their child at home unfeed and the husband have to take their job..(no money to buy milk and since cow milk is no longer available)

In the hardest moment of the family, a man has to stand out and bear the responsiblity. (I'm not quite sure bout this one though)

U GOT IT!! BREASTFEEDING MAN!! MALE LACTATION! OH YEAH

WAY TO GO PETA!! the revolution is about to begin. Although it might seem kinda extreme to replace cow milk with human's but the reasons behind this which, the aforementioned in the article are solid and worth to think about.

Before I end my blog tonite,

ANy of u heard of Clay Aiken?

yea of coz!! he's famous right?!

oh..ohNOoo..why is his name being mentioned here?

-wait for it-

yeah

He is a world renowned Gay now.

The spirit is willing but the flesh is weak.

2008-09-25T07:11:00.000-07:00

WHY is it that my blogging form only appears during late night?!

Haiz..

vulnerability seeps in.

EMO TIME!!

AAAHHHHHH!!!!~~

My other personality whispers: Stop whining like a pussy. A man(me!) should abide by the rules of gender which stoicism is the only appropriate attitude under any circumstances. This is because 'emotional' this word belongs to the opposite sex. And you say HEY!! men have emotions too!! just like some women have guts!! nothing is wrong with that!! Yea well nothing is wrong with that, its just some common stereotypes which exist in most of the societies since god-knows-how-long ago. Some men wear skirts though, why not some of u guys try wearing a skirt and walk down the streets see what happens. Kilt is fine in scotland why not here? there you go pioneer!! wear a skirt and cry dude!!

I should just name this blog psuedo-awesomeness.blogspot.com. I've been talking about awesomeness here n there but after some review of what i've done this week is enough to make an elephant jump. Some junk knowledge-(elephant is the only animal on earth which couldnt jump). The point is, i'm infuriated with myself. Havent live up to the standards lately though.

Three simple objectives failed to achieve miserably given one week's time. I still have a car tyre belly (a punctured car tyre though), i'm still unemployed and i'm still keepin all my sweats in my glands. And after some serious contemplation, I've found the reason,

The spirit is willing but the flesh is weak.

I've had insomnia lately and seems like my internal clock has been messed up. BUT no matter, with all these awesome glands that i have all over my body, time to prove myself awesome.

Ps: sorry for all the blog readers i havent got a picture of myself to upload as i'm still using my old pc to online. I know, a profile with picture will get 20times more attention from people than those without. My awesomeness will replace the vacancy of my physical appearance for now. bear with it.

Fire in the Whole

2008-09-21T10:45:00.000-07:00

One lovely night.

One lovely swollen toe.

One low morale sleepy head.

[2.54am]To the birthdae gal,

three weeks ago u called, my phone spoiled.

three weeks later u called, my toe got stung by a bee.

I'm not saying that its ur fault. Just too coincidently matched.Its like u coincidently walked into the murder spot when the police arrive. Haha..try calling again n see wht happens.When something is so coincidently matched, u have to treat it in such a way coz its rare and valuable.

I've been wondering..how bad is my luck ever since i came back to penang. I'm in such bad condition like never be4. Guess wht. SInce i'm gona become my own role model, after some griefing and mourning 4 my goner gay role model, I decided 2 not just move on like that. I'm moving on with style. yeah.

When i'm down, I stop being down and be awesome instead. This is yet to be a true story. And the best thing is i'm gona make the story come true!! And so another legend begins..

My idol is.. a gay

2008-09-19T05:31:00.000-07:00

Aaaahh(low pitched)..i'm laying my hands on my keyboard again..I would hav to admit dat its really hard fer me to maintain the blogging form but since everybody is doing this blog thingy i would rather follow this...AAaAAAHH!! screw u connection!! I've just been robbed 20 MIlliON in facebook's 義氣仔女.. DAMN!! ok...where was I..hmm..hell yea i succumbed to this blogging disease..

I've just found out that my idol, Barney Stinson, or portrayed by Neil

Patrick Harris, in reality, is actually a gay. How can this be happening?! His awesome image has just starting to crumble like never before..When strahan told me that i was still kinda sceptical. But now..NOOOOOOOO~~~~

Neil Patrick Harris

“I am happy to dispel any rumors or misconceptions and am quite proud to say that I am a very content gay man living my life to the fullest and feel most fortunate to be working with wonderful people in the business I love..." Harris to People magazine.

WHAT IS WRONG WITH AMERICAN SOCIETY NOWADAYS?!! There are celebrities coming out everyday telling people they are gay!!I think the reason behind this is because when u start something new, everybody follows.Is it so cool to turn into a gay?A person turns into a gay then soon everybody follow his lead? AURGH...this freaking epidemic!!

"Fortunately, Harris, a happy and content gay man, provides a positive counterbalance to those less positive images."

THIS IS SOOO WRONG!! A gay is still a gay!! no such thing as counterbalance.Argh!The thought of it is just gross!!Acknowledging that

he is a gay will definitely affect public's view against his percieved role in the new season of how i met your mother(HIMYM).I just cant imagine that a womanising figure like him in reality is a gay! its so gona ruin the level of my enjoyment for the upcoming season of HIMYM.

The starting of awesomeness

2008-09-14T09:22:00.000-07:00

The end of the night and i was inspired to start a blog that's so gona be legendary. First of all there are some quotes that i would love to write it down before it all fade into the abyss of the forgetfulness.
"There r two types of people, one of them is me"
Guess who's the other 'people'? yea right.
I guess there are times that u blurted out something just so awesome that you yourself cant figure it out where did u get that from. Above is one of the best examples.

Is it cool to try something new out? my best fren Ian Ch'ng's birthday is coming tomoro. woops. literally today. I would love to call and wish him but before that i would like to test something out first.. hmm..how does it feel to have a stranger calling to wish u happy birthday? sounds awesome right? mayb i should just implement this idea into practicality.heehee. The legend begins..
Happy 19th Birthday kiddo Ian!!